Wednesday, July 22, 2009

Enlighten me please !!!

Hey HOW ARE YOU ! AM I FINE OR WHAT? supposingly to be NO but now YES !! why you ask? well lets just start with why no

I got dumped... hows that? jst merely 2 months and its done... call me the rebound, the nice guy or whatever you like... well someone told me to give it up bcos there r plenty fishes around...

I have been selfish... or so ppl said but I can't help but to agree cos so many ppl r pointing fingers at me sometimes but do you understand how luck could nvr b my side... sometimes some things would seem so wrong done by me but the funny thing is it wasn't even planned by me I mean I have no idea "you" would assumed it to be that way but seriously even if I was in your shoe I had doubts too but then again its me and my 'luck' greatest combination ever...

so yeah I have fell... stood up ! and learned life lessons... nvr blame anyone for anything bcos u can always make a difference, yes you ! haha I do sound like someone who got dumped huh? not making sense and talking to myself... whatever u say

the man who ENLIGHTEN me was non other than my brother... the person who is the total opposite of me and has everything that... sad to say I want... yes laugh at me please, he told me to be a total bad ass which I could never be or maybe I am to some people... but yea he told me to come home as in after I graduate because he is going to make me an offer I couldn't refuse... a sports car... like the key to MY world... nth fancy tho jst a HONDA DC5 TYPE R which took me awhile to figure out its a Integra, well I wasn't really looking for speed or anything something good on the inside n outside... he claims its for starters anyway = =

oh well I guess my future so much for staying in sheepland might jst start to vanish... so much for visiting HK end of this year so much for everything I have planned for you... for us.... all gone, crushed into dust but lucky I learned to let go fast... alot to do with my beautiful past... experience counts in everything I guess

shit ! I wanna graduate and leave this shit hole now ! Integra awaits me ! ahhh I can feel it already *speeding in NKVE to 15* ^^ V

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