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2010-09-20T16:04:00.000-07:00

Seems like I lost the motivation to blog, wanna know why? cos my life is effin dull... you either blog because its happening or you don't blog because your busy with your happening-ness but here is something new, I don't blog because I have nothing to...

I am currently waiting for days to past, so I can go back to Malaysia and have a good Holiday eventhough I am having one but it is not that great of a holiday, not much things to do and definitely not many people to do things with..

I haven't go clubbing for like a long time the last time I went was because I was so bored that I pulled a couple of friends with me to Monkey Bar but somehow it was bawring.... not the crowd, there were many people there but just I do not feel the excitement anymore.... maybe its because I need the real thing, yes... the real thang ~

My sleeping hours are completely screwed up, I now sleep in the morning and wake up at night, I am like an owl now... which is terrible and what do I do during those strange hours? I play game... League of Legends, it is like dota but a simpler version which is quite addictive at some point because it constantly updates and got tons of heroes which you can purchase with game points.

Nothing much has change since then, I am still fat... lazy... and err same la, no change... saddest year of my life in terms of growth cos I don't feel myself becoming wiser or anything like that... speaking of growth, I noticed 90% of my friends are already working or will be working very soon... I do not like that one bit but I guess its time to blend in, which would be..... next year in Auckland =)

It is going to be a fresh start in life, new place, new people, and new everything... worried and excited at the same time... can't wait, I am gonna go up there and have a look next month to see what is it like and get some "connections
" haha by that I meant a place to store my stuff =P

Anyway I really miss my friends back in Malaysia, yes all of you.. and I always think of the stuff we can be doing if I am back already... I KENOT wait loooorrrr

see you folks soon, I will be back during mid-late NOVEMBER

here is some muzik I would love to share, which is great because they resembles me in some ways XD

Linkin Park - Waiting for the end, a very fresh style but great nonetheless

Afrojack feat Eva Simons - Take Over Control, would LOVEEEE to partay hard out with dis song

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Rape-ism

2010-07-05T23:27:00.000-07:00

Strange topic huh? it is a long long story... it starts off with... my life of course and no I didn't get raped or raped anyone... although I sometimes am curious about it.... the latter one la !!!

so I am no long working for Mercury Energy anymore and gosh I am r-r-r-r-relieve asssss working for mercury was pain in the ass.... going from door to door and trying to sell them energy which is cheaper and better at some point which seems pretty easy but believe me taking shits from people are just incredibly harsh... door slamming, hurtful words, shouting and racism... it is too much fun for me laaa~

Walking all over housing area almost like begging people to change... ppl say you need skills to persuade them so they will change... errr... you mean lies? yeah that seem to work way better and yes I have lied to some customers and only customers not my friends ah !! bcos apparently after I quit this job some shat happen... a friend of mine called and told me they are not getting the price as quoted when they sign up.... so I called my team leader which is.... the biggest a-hole I've ever seen in life who drops all sorts of pressure on me and his never ending question and always trying to make someone feel bad and a very clever snake that is very good at lies !!! omg he is just everything I ever hated as a human being...
so anyway... my friend who was "cheated" was quite mad la he was quoted 16.xx cents / kwh by me... yes me and it came up to me 24.xx cents / kwh and I swear to god it is either some scam that I am not aware of and I remembered very well I wasn't sure of the deal because 1st of all i was still need and this friend of mine is using a very different company so everything works out to be quite different.... I called my team leader confirming everything and even the price but when I called again stating the problem he said he never told me anything about it all then I insisted he did and he start coming up with some silly solution such as blame it on the company and not him..... WALAO !!! MAZZAFAGGA OF THE YEAR WEI... I might actually do something about it.... my way !!!

ok la ok la sales man period is over ! I am an office boy now... 9-5 job, work load is so-so.... good environment ppl average friendly and better pay than my previous begging lying job, so I guess its pretty awesome huh? able to wear tie and suits, that is just what I ever wanted since a kid !

But what's interesting is my job... I am working on rape cases.... for 2 days in a row I have been looking at victims getting raped and how they need to apply for some insurance because they r fkn traumatized and it is unbelievably scary looking at the details of the incident and some of them r "stupefy" there is one where I quite pity la.... raped by dad, brother, uncle and husband.... speechless right? what the fuck is wrong with them or her... and you knw what? she weighs 66kg and only 154cm =.=!"!""! I summore thought megan fox alike or something... if not why so many beast go crazy and raped her.. ya ya I know I shouldnt b so mean but dude!!!! get real !!!

the next case is by dad, friends, colleagues and husband..... dad n husband seem to be the worst out of the 4 but !!! I find the other 2 even worse !!! why? because the rape location was in her house !?!?! tell me how can this happen?!?! its like

girl A invites boy A to her house for a cup of coffee... as boy A sips his cup of coffee, he starts getting horny and rapes girl A..... that is just absurd

OR

girl A and boy B is at girl A's house discussing about a project and suddenly.. boy B is turned on by her "66kg and 154cm" feature and rapes her.........

!!!!!!!

CONFIRM SOMETHING IS WRONG !!!! and you know very well what I mean.... girls.... pls.... do yourself a favour.... less slutty = less danger... trust me =.=

I have a few clients which you wouldn't expect what they do for living... and for some reason I don't blame them for getting raped... because what they r doing is basically getting rape anyway just for money.... well... in way...

so yea I have prostitutes for client... what clients do you have? =)

good ol' days?

2010-05-15T23:20:00.001-07:00

Wow I noticed I am.... such a shapeshifter, well not as good as renee zellweeger or whatever her name is but yeah at least you can see the difference, I think the photos on top are even slimmer than my high school days.... or abt the same...

those period were fun but full of drama at the same time.... and everytime I start shape shifting my life curve is either a big positive curve or negative curve but usually negative and it makes sense right.... sad people becoming skinnier.... well just one of the theory la

but its all over now... life is whole lot different to me... can't just escape from problems... must face them and MUST find a solution as well.... ugh..... didn't mean to shift this post towards emoness but I guess that is what blogs r for, right?

oh well I guess I shld really work hard if I want to live the life everyone is wanting and yea the very 1st step is in 6 days time !!!

my graduation, finally a huge mark in my life.. something worth remembering and celebrating... having my dad over is really nice I can't wait... till then life is good... very good actually THUS.... THIS....

my most recent photo haha

Naked Viking meets Sunshine Indian

2010-05-13T03:26:00.000-07:00

WOW you so have to check this out ok !!!!??!?!? you might have seen the indian dude before, ac? taylors? i don't knw la but I am so proud of being his friend right now !?!?!

I thought it was some amateur video he made but I was too bored n check it out.. and how wrong was i this is as legit as it gets !!!

Why ppl do filming so successful and I am like... nvm dont mention abt !!!

anyway I present to u Uthayan Selvaraj Ex ADPIAN now a SOMEONE

p.s. I m nt getting paid for promoting Im jst wanting to share great stuff with y'all cheers =)

I am not dead !!!

2010-05-11T07:42:00.000-07:00

Hi people, I know its been awhile... actually a long long while.. haha I have been busy laaaar !!!

in 10 days time I am going to wear my regalia and receive my degree... yeah babay !

but seriously nth great la it got me nowhere

omg I think im losing touch on blogging, I used to b able to type out hundreds n hundreds of words within minutes but now... I kept thinking what to write n shit like tat.... >.<

Ok la, lets see I am currently working for Mercury Energy which is a shitty job... talking to random ppl n making sales is jst not my style.... pay is not consistent as well sigh...

lets nt talk abt jobs, hurts my feeling.... lets talk abt... MOVIE !!! yeah most ppl love movies right?

whadya think of ironman 2? i think its great !!! nt superbly good but still good enough, quite enjoyed the storyline overall

AND IP MAN 2 I jst watched it like awhile ago... oh my it is so familiar to the 1st one not in terms of story but the pattern... I am sure u folks notice it... no?

ok here goes 1. some ppl doesn't approve of his "girly" kungfu and opposes him and as usual he wins.... then some other sushi or burger comes and mess with him and his best buddy or newfound buddy dies after a nvr surrender battle.... and lastly he fights that foreign bastard n he wins !!!!

but nvrtheless great propaganda movies... everytime I finished watching ip man movies I feel like taking my kitchen knife n dash out of my hse looking for foreign ppl to kill !!! ugh, bad !!!! but nice in a way

tats pretty much abt it hehe

btw justin bieber sux but his songs r so likeable = =

errrr... yeah tats all i can blog for now.... pretty gay huh?

ok la ok la i throw in a joke for u guys k?

Butcher A introduces his wife in what manner? or how?

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"MEAT PATTY!!" (Meet Patty)

laughing? no ur dumb then haha

What is wrong with you beasts?!?!?

2010-02-19T21:50:00.000-08:00

In todays world... we have all sorts of inhabitants living with us.... we have lady gaga, adam lambert and tiger wood..... I am not even gonna use caps for em cos they are quite common... look at this little poser with his crap album...

and here is his video... nice visual effect n etc... but crap song... me thinks alex can sing better

don't bother streaming it unless ur super bored...

then we have...

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fkn big dog which is.... BIG LIKE DOG!!!! I wonder if it goes crazy how is the owner going to stop him? =( I can't even imagine..

and... we have anaconda...

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fuck wei ! if i c that shiet i sure pengsan x.x

then of cos... we have...

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giant china man...

and... from what I just saw... on yahoo we now have ...

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giant bugs bunny = = 1st thing came thru my mind was how high can this fker jump... i bet he can beat jordan...

well... I can't wait to see whats the next big thing...

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( . ) ( . ) !!!!

now that is REALLY BIG !!! as if they have size to cover that one hah !!!

thats all folks, buh bye...

The Road Not Taken?

2010-02-15T07:23:00.000-08:00

Hahaha if you think the title sounds farmiliar... yes its from a poem

and YES I am very much in dilemma like the dude in the poem....

The path ahead of me is so uncertain... what will I encounter? from what I can see... it is going to be two ways.... collateral damage or... smooth sailing [not that smooth larr]

the road that I currently am taking seems a little shaky to me... and what if it gets way too shaky? its all for nothing then right? should I take the risk... my whole future is at stake here...

I really don't know... the insecurity and uncertainty is building up in me... I don't have anyone to tell but writing it out.. even writing it out is not enough... there is much more in me that I wish to let it out...

but I can't !!! if only I can just flip a coin and decide... that would be so much easier but I guess I am no two face... I have to face reality.... the truth ! and we all knw truth hurts !!!

so please... someone god, saint whatever... show me a sign, enlighten me pls !!!

I beg u !!!

I am in serious need of help... like now !!

Bk in KL

2010-01-12T02:33:00.000-08:00

Came bk like few days ago, everything looks almost the same except for the traffic, major changes for pj and subang roads... it looks pretty sweet but it ain't helping that much la hooray govt

I can finally blog at my home... not random cafe, I can't do that don't knw why =\

KL is nice, food, places to hangout its all good but it just didn't seem that great anymore, clubs, pubs and etc not really that interesting like b4

i miss u la...

i dont knw what 2 type la

tats it for now

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeoooooooooooooahahahehehlooolniamaknnbcb

2009-12-08T00:11:00.000-08:00

Hello blog

I am a working boy now

I work two jobs, two shitty jobs

Bag Porter - carrying luggages from the tour bus to tourist respective room or the other way round... the fun part is I do it all by myself

The other one is housekeeping, the worst one... cleaning dirty toilets, changing dirty bed sheets and dirty all over

Why do I have to suffer such dirty and tiring fate?

Maybe because I got a fucking degree? that makes no shit sense y'all

I am so sick of it, 7 am bag porting and 9 am till 1pm house keeping, I know it only takes a day but I need my sleep !!! I am a person who needs a certain hours of sleep and I am obviously not getting enough of it so fuck me pls

I thought my jobs was cool, "friendly" staff and I get tip on the 2nd day of my job, a dollar US note... it meant so much to me, eventho it was just a dollar... still I don't think I would ever forget that my 1st fucking tip in Green Dollar but this green fucking dollar has a bad side effect, it makes me want more and more and more but I don't seem to be getting it anymore ever since, well i do get NZ coins but that just a couple cents which suck balls... like duh

Summer in NZ is pain in the ass sunny during the day and cold during the night.... not just cold but windy so if I head out at like 7pm which could still be very sunny and next thing you know the weather starts to change and silly me in short pants and tee shirt start shivering my balls so I have to carry my kathmandu jacket around all the time which makes me look like an idiot during sunny days double fuckety fuck

I now stay in my new flat with me girl, but its like all the way up in the slopiest hill in the world... everytime I walk up I will be all sweaty don't mention after work....

so yeah work really wears my ass out... I am so bored I even share money with dear dear and bought a ps2 I purposely type dear dear because she is looking well she haven't look to this part yet so I will just carry on... so yeah ps2 is quite fun... playing old games like bouncer, dynasty warriors and other craps like that... brings back memories yes

so yeah life in this wasteland can be pretty torturing but challenging at the same time, I think I am so backward now I have a cowboy hat hanging on my doorknob, howdy partner

Love it or hate it?

P.s. I keep recalling names like M.O.S, Zouk, Heritage Row, AC and stuff like that... what are they exactly? I need answers desperately, I need to know what r they and what can I acquire from those names? Hmmmm Help me out will ya?

A student no more?

2009-10-27T04:56:00.000-07:00

27th of October is the day I step out of a student's life

No longer do I need to buy books for classes, think of what subjects to take for next semester or impressing the hottie sitting next to me in class... HAH

I feel like it flew past so fast, I could remember my 1st day in primary school... Lick Hung, everyone was crying on the 1st day of school, begging their mom not to leave and stuff... while I was there sitting alone by myself thinking maybe I should do a degree in media studies when I am 19... last part was not true but I didn't join the crying party for sure.

I have this really strange feeling now, I can't really express it but I felt superior in a way... lol

although, my future may seem a little blurry but I have made my choice... I am going to stay and work here, live my life with her, that is all I want for now and I am 100% sure of it, nothing is going to change my mind

Speaking of work, I really need to start looking TOMORROW or some time soon XD, so I can pay for my shiets and maybe buy myself a car for next year ! and a little bit money for spending during the holidays back at Msia

Ahhhh life ~ can be very adventurous at times, it all depends on how you "play" it

.... why am I talking like I am going to graduate for sure? All that has happened is I finished my last paper for my final year and I really hope I am gonna pass it and THEN I can talk, lol...

Btw, gossip girl season 3 and heroes season 4 roxx !!!

Something I discovered during living life,

~There are 6 billions and counting of humans in this world and you make a difference~

Basshunter concert

2009-10-11T03:34:00.000-07:00

9th of Oct, Basshunter's concert at Dunedin's Town Hall

I finally made up my mind to go like an hour before the concert, now that is something I don't do everyday...

the intensity was extreme.. after a good meal, rushed to the concert... bought the ticket (I actually thought it would have been sold out)... then rush home, shower and get change and rush back to the concert...

it just happened so fast and so sudden... next thing I know I am looking at basshunter at a pretty close distance... he looked so hyper, singing and jumping on the stage...

entertaining the crowd with every possible way... including smacking his dancer's ass.... and funny thing is this concert has kids !!! I saw them with their parents and stuff... it was funny

I was keeping an eye out for shufflers or techtonik dancers but I only saw one whom can do both ! wow... he was really cool

Bad thing is this concert was only for like 2 hours and plus I was late so makes it even shorter =(

oh well, I had fun tho but currently on poverty status, sigh...

Basshunter in Dunedin this October !!!

2009-08-31T23:44:00.000-07:00

OH SHIT !!!

I CANNOT BELIEVE THIS, BASSHUNTER IN DUNEDIN?? THAT IS GOTTA BE THE MOST AMAZING THING HAPPENED IN DUNEDIN FOR A LONG LONG TIME...

I thought the sources was unreliable at first, I saw the details at regent theatre because I wanted to see if there is any broadway musical show but INSTEAD I FOUND THIS, which is shocking but can't decide if it is for real... cos it might be a grasshunter instead of basshunter... I mean get real !! its dunedin, who wants to come? and its basshunter we are talking about !! and the greatest bonus is that smashproof is coming and so is 3OH3!!!!! OH SHIT AGAIN SHIT SHIT SHIT WHAT IS THIS, JACKPOT LIKE DOG !!! ahhh cannot resist, must go !!! must decide asap !!! shit shit shit

C4 Presents: Basshunter

SECOND AUCKLAND SHOW ANNOUNCED

Basshunter aka Jonas Altberg from Sweden is coming to NZ for 5 massive dance parties!

Basshunter's platinum selling #1 album Now You're Gone has spent six months in the NZ charts and he's topped albums and singles charts in the U.K, across Europe and the U.S. The last 12 months has been a frenzy for Basshunter - and now he's coming to New Zealand!

The supporting cast will include local chart heroes Smashproof and it has just been announced 3Oh!3 will be joining the tour!

BASSHUNTER NZ TOUR
With support from 3Oh!3 and Smashproof.

AUCKLAND
Monday October 5th, TelstraClear Pacific Events Centre
Tuesday October 6th, TelstraClear Pacific Events Centre

WELLINGTON
Wed 7th October, TSB Arena

DUNEDIN
Fri October 9th, Town Hall

CHRISTCHURCH
Sat October 10th, Westpac Centre

TICKETS
On sale from Friday May 29th.
Auckland & Dunedin: Ticket Direct 0800 4 ticket, www.ticketdirect.co.nz
Wellington & Christchurch: Ticketek 0800 Ticketek, www.ticketek.co.nz

Limited early bird tickets available for only $59 + bf.

All venues are all ages with a licensed bar available to over 18s.

ahhhh one thing tho... heavy as ticket and... my big clubbing crew isn't here with me, you know who u are... those who can kick off a serious good night without having to whine abt .... stuff, oh well I guess clique is the biggest factor in a good night =\

Anyway.... ARGH CAN'T DECIDE... WILL SEE HOW LA FUCK MAN .....BASSHUNTER OK???

OFF TO LISTEN "NOW YOU'RE GONE"

BASSHUNTER-Now You're Gone

Smashproof-Brother [IMHO BEST NZ SONG FOR THIS YEAR, MUST TRY !!!]

NEEDS NO INTRODUCTION !!! I AM VEGETARIAN AND I AIN'T FKN SCARED OF HIM !!!

WAHHHH TIU... HOW AH GO OR NOT GO, AND WHO WANTS TO GO !!!! ARGHHHH

HON

2009-08-31T03:01:00.000-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K6s5lIA2gUY

Wow GENIUS !!! or should I say about time?
a dota game on its own, no longer a custom map under warcraft
which also means... err more dota-ish? the game play is definitely wicked
and it says leaver protection which is a BIG WOW... but still ppl can just afk rite? o.O

hmmmm... well the developer is not a farmiliar name which is a bit of a worry... and no details on when is it releasing or anything like that, so just gonna wait and do some surverying see if its gonna be any good... but man u should see the chronosphere and hook, fkn orsm lo !!!

man recently, been so outdated with new pc games... thx to my shitty laptop and poor financial status =(

well can't wait till this sem finishes, hopefully things will b alrite next year... IT BETTER BE ACTUALLY !!! RAWRRR~~

Worst Breakfast ever

2009-08-05T04:38:00.000-07:00

I am soooo fkn poor.... yes poverty to be exact that I need to have instant noodles for breakfast... well I know that is not so abnormal but hey its bad for health and I am not having korean instant noodle or anything which is yummy...

It is called... PANCIT CANTON... fkn canggih lo the name... like some swear word to scold cantonese people hahaha

so anyway the reason I bought it is bcos of the name...... NOLA ITS BCOS it resembles indomee a lot and if I am not mistaken it is indonesia product and I thought it might have taste good.... (actually the name do play a part la XD)

so... here you go

wow !!! pancit canton y'all !!! and it comes with "sitrus" flavour as if those mamak mee goreng with a lime... and so yeah while I was consuming it.. it does taste sour... but not ordinary sour !!! its artificial sour... you don't want to know how tat taste like man... fkn horrible and it was so sour as if u squeeze three limes in it... by the time I finished my pancit canton.. instead of feeling full I feel even hungrier due to the sourness

then I decided to eat... another PANCIT CANTON WALAO !! BUT THIS TIME IT SAYS...

EXTRA BIG.. well not that big BUT THE SAUCE SACHET IS FKN BIG like how normal indomee powder and sauce sachet size... this one is TWICE THE LENGTH omg.... damn a lot of powder and sauce... so I thought its gonna be damn good but when I eat it.... IT TASTED SO BAD... SO BAD !!!!! HELP ME GOD 1ST SOUR THEN NOW..... DON'T KNOW WHAT SHIT

I HATE PANCIT CANTON THO IT SOUNDS FKN COOL BUT STILL OMG WORST WORST WORST.. DON'T EVER BUY PANCIT CIBAI CANTON PLS !!!! support our indomee or maggi mee they will always roxx ur soxx no matter what !!!!

ARGHHHH N NOW I FEEL SICK IM SO BLAMING PANCIT PUKIMA CANTON !!!

2009-08-03T20:57:00.000-07:00

fav song atm gotta check it out !!!

O.O

2009-07-26T23:15:00.000-07:00

Hello I came to a resolution... I might not be able to be with her but I shall silently love her haha shit like some fkn taiwan drama = =''

I am currently so stressed up with uni, money and future

I ain't got a clue what to do in life ! lord save me pls ! show me a sign whatever but not a nail pls ! [I hope u get my lame joke here XD]

so yeah I was so tempted to skip my monday class which is at 10 in the morning, seriously I can't wake up that early but I did anyway because its gonna b my last sem I can't fool around but... I was falling asleep when I was in the class and the lecturer was right in front of me.... that was unpleasant

I was thinking all of a sudden I really wanna meet my old friends again maybe we should have a reunion for high school or maybe my taylors college hmmm... gonna have 2 put in some effort but I guess its gonna b loads of fun

btw I still miss Melbourne ! haha fkn orsm place !

ok la I need to go gym soon *flexes my biceps* HAH !

Miss y'all folks !

Melbourne central

This where we part ways

ahhh yes ! its been awhile since I had so much fun partying in the place called Dunedin... last Saturday was a blast just when I thought my party life is coming to an end, I texted my buddies for a party session and all of em agreed to go... wow it was so much fun and I can't rmb how long was it since I actually enjoyed clubbing in dunedin =\

well good ol times ay...

hope to get the photos asap, haha !!!

ahhh I am late adios amigos guys !!!

I am a stupid fuck

2009-07-23T06:00:00.000-07:00

Meng Yen you are right I am a stupid fuck... I just can't let go even a new path has been set for me =( I just can't put this down because I have hope...

Enlighten me please !!!

2009-07-22T02:36:00.000-07:00

Hey HOW ARE YOU ! AM I FINE OR WHAT? supposingly to be NO but now YES !! why you ask? well lets just start with why no

I got dumped... hows that? jst merely 2 months and its done... call me the rebound, the nice guy or whatever you like... well someone told me to give it up bcos there r plenty fishes around...

I have been selfish... or so ppl said but I can't help but to agree cos so many ppl r pointing fingers at me sometimes but do you understand how luck could nvr b my side... sometimes some things would seem so wrong done by me but the funny thing is it wasn't even planned by me I mean I have no idea "you" would assumed it to be that way but seriously even if I was in your shoe I had doubts too but then again its me and my 'luck' greatest combination ever...

so yeah I have fell... stood up ! and learned life lessons... nvr blame anyone for anything bcos u can always make a difference, yes you ! haha I do sound like someone who got dumped huh? not making sense and talking to myself... whatever u say

the man who ENLIGHTEN me was non other than my brother... the person who is the total opposite of me and has everything that... sad to say I want... yes laugh at me please, he told me to be a total bad ass which I could never be or maybe I am to some people... but yea he told me to come home as in after I graduate because he is going to make me an offer I couldn't refuse... a sports car... like the key to MY world... nth fancy tho jst a HONDA DC5 TYPE R which took me awhile to figure out its a Integra, well I wasn't really looking for speed or anything something good on the inside n outside... he claims its for starters anyway = =

oh well I guess my future so much for staying in sheepland might jst start to vanish... so much for visiting HK end of this year so much for everything I have planned for you... for us.... all gone, crushed into dust but lucky I learned to let go fast... alot to do with my beautiful past... experience counts in everything I guess

shit ! I wanna graduate and leave this shit hole now ! Integra awaits me ! ahhh I can feel it already *speeding in NKVE to 15* ^^ V

Persevere is the key

2009-07-02T18:00:00.000-07:00

I know this might have happened and it is actually happening, I just woke up after seeing those messages and I felt like empty on the inside... I understand what your going through and I know it is your weakness but sometimes you have to overcome your fear, I am not beside you all I can do is give you advice but you refuse to listen.. it is actually pointless to restrict you because you never seem to obey. Its only been 4 days and things are getting so shaky I don't know if we can make it till we c each other again don't know how long can you remain conscious.... sigh, all I want to say is pls stop making the same mistake again and again, it is just not worth it not even one bit ! and remember what I said- people will treat you good when they want something from u... you shouldn't be affected by words or action because they all r for a reason and you should becareful

I shall silently wait for you and hoping that everything will b like the way it is, see you soon

Persevere.... persevere.... persevere

i mizz her~

2009-06-28T07:43:00.000-07:00

ok I know this post damn pointless but I just thought I NEED to express how I feel right now ! juno is gone, bernard is gone and well... I don't know who else I can talk to [you know... sam si (deep convo) ]

for the past 2 weeks, I have been seeing her and spending time with her almost every single day and now she went back to HK for holidays... I know its not a big deal but for me it is !!! things might not seem as easy as it is, it is so complicated I wish someone could understand what I am going through but of course I do hope that things aren't as complicated as I would thought it to be =( ok I am not making sense anymore...

I just want to say I feel so lifeless right now, after seeing her off I have been doing nothing but sleeping, eating, watching drama and dota(wow, its been ages since I dota-ed) and now blogging... I think I should sleep again tomorrow but seriously is this gonna be the fix routine for my entire holiday??? hope not well there is Melbourne to look forward to but with the H1N1, I highly doubt if its gonna be as fun as I imagined it to be =.='' gosh I am thinking way tooooo much !!! I am sorry >.<

I guess I am just a lil emo cunt right now T.T fuck me !!!

anyway I shall wait for your return, Natalie... I fucking miss you lo !!!! mcb,knn & ccb

I mizz u~

June 11th

2009-06-22T07:55:00.000-07:00

Wow hello again my rotten, filled with spider web blog... once again I have abandon you in the midst of dark and lonely cyber space and not check for even once but hey ! I am here right now ! to update so quit whinning k !

I just finished my exams, which is freaking good ! but I am facing like financial crisis.... from banks, from rent and err well don't feel like going into details, I just wish I can have more money....

well wtf, fk the $$ problem... holiday is here I get to sleep anytime I want to but trust me my sleeping hours are more normal than I expected... I sleep like 2ish or latest 3ish then wakes up at like 9 or 10 which is fkn great ! so many hours to spend unlike last time which is like 6am bed, wakes up at 3-4pm.... so yeah what a healthy holiday

I am going to Melbourne on the 2nd of July but my dad told me to cancel my ticket cos of the swine flu... I don't know la I'll probably still go since I promised my friends =)

well for this past few days I have been very happy especially since the June of 11th which I met my love of my life, I never like anyone as much as her... although I have to be honest sometimes small issue does affect us or just me... but this ain't an issue for me, I will overcome this bcos love prevails ! right? ^^

well there u go my stinky blog, an update for u... have a nice day folks ^^

Reminiscence of the past I

2009-06-01T07:58:00.000-07:00

Ahhhh !!!!!! finally finish all 3 essays, gonna hand in the final one tomorrow and I am good till the final exam which is less than 3 weeks time... not looking forward at all... but I thought for tonight I will just chillax abit and blog about something...

I am gonna try to make a series blog post, if u know what I mean... so this one will be the 1st one !!!

One night, I was sleeping and I remembered many things that happened in the past, so long ago that I was still in kindergarten back then... it was very weird to suddenly remember back all this memories but its definitely a good thing to happen, which is why I am gonna blog about all of it just in case if I met an accident [choi] or anything, I can still dig up this post and recall back what has happened.

I was in Tadika Ladybird[kindergarten]... no wait I was in another one in PJ, ss2 I think for a short while and transferred to Subang Jaya tadika ladybird, it was very well... I can't exactly remember how I felt but I was very quiet, for most people who don't know me well.. I used to be very very quiet when I was young.. so yeah, I used to like this girl who is tall and dark, can't remember her name but she likes me too, come to think of it... it was fucking cute haha, we were writing notes and pass around all day but it didn't last long probably a couple of months, the only person I recalled or should I say by name is jasmine... alexes friend I think, if I am not mistaken... she is quite the popular girl in class she was very fair and a lil plump but nice anyway... and there is this genius boy who hands up his work fastest in class... I remembered I challenged him once and when I hand in my work, I walked really slow and look at him with a "suck on that" look haha man, since young I am very competitive but it only happened once >.<

we had bread and green bean soup for lunch and we don't get to sleep, I remember some kindergarten they get to sleep one... then we also have the peter and jane shit.. lol I always love doing it because well I am very competitive so I wan to get my stars asap... I remember my first bully case too I was waiting for my mom to pick me up and this geeky guy bullies my ..... kindergarten girl friend, I hadouken him like doing the exact hand gesture and push him hard, he hits the ground but nvr cry wo ! just walk away only.. I also got my LAZY toy during that age, err the one similar to lego le but bigger block and much more fun ! can make cars, guns and etc...

I was staying in USJ 5 that time, life was good had a pond of koi fish and house was very comfy, then I went to Lick Hung... haha Lick Hung was the bomb man, 1st day of school... everyone cry cry cry, weeeeehhh wehhhh wehhhh mommy !! dont leave me !!! huuuhuuhuuu GOSH STFU PUSSIES !!! I was so annoyed, it was a government school in fact the only government i have been to.. the classrooms were huge and easily 40 ++ students I was sitting at the back as always due to my height, which enables me to sleep or not paying attention... I remember liking before the school start the best, because it was still early like 6 in the morning, the sky is still dark and its very chilly, I like to look at the sky and enjoy the quietness of it then moving on to standard two I got to know kit kuan and kwang hao, kwang hao is coincidentally my fathers friends son... but we never keep in touch already just occasionally see him hanging out in ss15 but back then we were damn close, we played hide and seek and oh oh ! the best of all paper plane ! and paper boat ! I was very good at making em bcos my brother always teach me, mine is not the boring long long one mine is the shorter one which can spin and fly alot longer than the normal one and I always modifies it by cutting the tail out and etc...paper boat was only available during rainy days, the drain in our school was uber long so and wide so we always challenge see whose paper boat can go fastest and we kept walking along it and cheer at the same time =)

then moving on to standard 3, by the time I could remember almost the whole class students name, I was again sitting the the back of cos and my duty is always rub the blackboard and trust me it is the easiest job compared to sweeping the floor, cleaning the windows and arranging the chair... they only make u rub before the school starts and after the school ends which is sweet only twice... during this age girls tend to grow faster than guys so most of the girls was taller than guys but not my case I was still tallest so I sat at the back with the girls, I became best friends with them.. always talking to them, listening to their bullshit and I became a bitch myself !!! which explains why the heck I am so good at gossiping about others !!! I was always with this 4 girl err ker zhing, au yong, stella and cant rmb hah ! yee teng wasn't one of the tall girls obviously, she was so short and tiny with her ponytail... we were always bitching about everyone in the class... I was quite the gay la but I was the one to protect them la haha, so young already ladies man XD jokes jokes, but coming to standard 4 almost end of standard 4 I had some big issues, I drawed a comic on sex ! I love to draw comic, not like just a picture but an actual comic with stories and characters, I got into massive trouble and the girls were no longer mixing with me because their parents told them not to =.='' I was back with my 2 friends I ditched since standard 2, kit kuan and kwang hao... haha hos b4 bros >.< oh wait I missed out on appendix operation it was on standard 2, ahh thats how I get to know the girls because they were asked to take care of me by my mom... which is why they always make sure I don't jump around if not my intestines will come out hahaha yes yes right I remember now...

standard 5 I change school to SSC because of....

To be continued in "Reminiscence of the past II"

hahaha quite a story, I am suprised I remembered even more as I type it out.. good shit, oh well its half past 3 in the morning now, I better get some sleep =)

Hokkien for beginners

2009-05-21T17:19:00.000-07:00

Haha easy la hokkien, I even got 100% for a fb hokkien test ^^

gambar telinga cucuk saya

2009-05-12T07:17:00.000-07:00

Yay finally got a pic to put in my blog, my 3rd attempt to pierce my goddamn ear... its been there for more than 10 days now so hopefully this one will work out =)

Untitled

2009-05-06T06:50:00.001-07:00

Oh my, I almost forgotten I owned a blog ! sorry blog u must have felt lonely but yeah here I am going to update u !

lets see I've become very lazy sleeps at 5am everyday and tends to skip the early classes and not to mention some times tests too ! ya i know im horrible... I don't know what am i doing, its gonna be my last year and im fkn around like that...

I have 3 essays comin up each of them are 3000 words essay and its due like 2 weeks time, I am gonna struggle real bad seriously...

I have been mixing around with some younger friends, its funny but I don't know... its not by choice, I am basically living the life of high schoolers... go to town after class chill at some restaurant, go to arcade, go to cyber cafe and jst muck around town all day but I guess there isn't much I can do even for an uni student...

I have been receiving heaps of mails from like graduation recruit and lots of other similar stuff... I am really shocked to jst know I am actually well hopefully graduating end of this year... yeah i know no more textbook no more assignment but... whats next? work? 9 to 5 jobs? tie to the capitalism chain? sounds challenging but not sure if im rdy or not, up till now I have not decided what to do and I am still deciding every single day... it sucks and I don't assume the high schoolers would understand what I am going through or jst any of my other friends who are only 1st or 2nd year in uni... gosh

I have plans but some of them are just well plans I have thought of working in Auckland, Melbourne, Japan, US or even China ! so many possible place to explore and work sometimes I feel like I could be the dude in last king of scotland where he spins a globe figure and stops it with his finger and wherever his finger points at, he goes to that place.... its totally awesome but silly lol I don't want to work in antartica, iraq or nvm... sometimes I wish I was still young but the truth is I am not ! I am starting to feel old well yeah OLD, ppl no longer check my id when I buy liquor or ciggys.. so annoyingly old and to think that I am mixing with bunch of youngsters I am just lying my age all the time to make myself feel better which doesn't work at all !!! they just know it...

I wish I can see my future, my path or others path... I wanna be high up to see what is going on in this world, I need to make the right.. no the perfect decision in life, I cannot screwed up this is not high school... i need to, I just need to...

Its all good..

2009-04-09T17:04:00.000-07:00

got it, both melbourne tic and oz visa

Thurs, Jul 2nd half past five reach melbourne airport... pls prepare a limo for me, cheers

So much to do

2009-03-30T04:43:00.000-07:00

Recently I have been very busy with all sorts of things from studies to test, from test to sports, from sports to girls... ok maybe not girls yet haha but yea, I never felt so occupied with stuffs to do before and this week is just gonna get worse...

My group will be presenting a 40 minutes long presentation in two weeks time, we volunteered to be the first, genius rite?

Been going out at nite so frequent that I am starting to feel sick of it, attended the international dance party last saturday and it was just a okay, the crowd was usual I knew most of them but the place is very shit, fog machine and bright lights... music was not bad tho

then I been playing basketball alot too, oh yeah I did the facebook slamdunk quiz and my result was Sendoh

damn I know its so not possible but hey I am actually quite a good all rounder =)

I have also tried to play ragnarok online 2 believe it or not I have been waiting for the game since form 5 !! which is like almost 4 years now and its release well quite some time ago but I wasn't aware of it... SEA the malaysia or singapore gaming company said they gonna make a server for malaysia 2 years ago? but last I checked the website was down.... genius

I tried many ways to play the private server but there were just too much errors so I sticked back to my old ro 1 which gives me sooo much good memories, those good old days I always love 'bragging' about it cos its like part of my life, started as a noob played with many friends like wing kit, kean chuen, kar wai, jonathan and etc then slowly move on to a pro and joined a guild I nvr thought I'll be able to.. NightCatz one of the best guilds back then there was like 400++ members in it and the best thing is I know most of them real life !! wow some of them were smokin hot too haha and we have like this gangster shit where u can bring ur gang to wipe other gangs territory, so much fun and the best thing about it is the weekly guild war, all of our guildmate would gather in inferno cyber cafe at ss15 and all of us would battle and defend our castle... solid gold moments

my character looked something like tat..

Nc-Ferrenzo [Frontline]

but oh well, it was really cool... and erm u know how I had many embarassing moments last few weeks well not sure if most u know abt it but yea very embarassing and don't ask me what it is... it all started to turn out good... in a way =)

gosh I haven't crap so much since god knows when... I have heaps of jap words to memorize too...

as for my melb friends.... I am getting the money off my dad next week.. hopefully then I will buy the ticket provided the price is still the same as before I checked =)

and fingers crossed, if I really am going... I will probably go on the 2nd or 3rd of july and stay for 10 days or less ^^

cool?

ciaoz, fresh air time

HAIZZZZZZ

2009-03-16T14:38:00.000-07:00

I guess I really should start believing signs and shits.... cos according to dont know what nonsense animal sign or kodak, dragon year which 1988 which is erm me? is very the sui !!

I didn't believe it as 1st cos... I was winning money when me and my boys were gambling back then not the biggest winner but still consider a winner... and things were goin quite smooth too until...

NOW..

things are so fucked up I tell u, the new peeps I meet are all so... well unfriendly even 1st years AND HIGH SCHOOLERS wow wheres the love y'all both guys n girls... mainly girls tho..

its like 6/5 new chiqs I know r fk up and that sux big time rite? so much for being a last yr student here and so much for making this year the best year ever for myself... guess not

as if thats not enuff, im havin some financial crisis atm due to my previous landlord givin me some shit, sorry blunt and yeo and anyone else who still thinks im goin to aus =( I m very upset abt it so pls dun go sounding me n etc

lastly im coughing like a dog !!! sick, broke and ronery

NICEEEEE

WTH??

2009-03-01T19:08:00.000-08:00

http://www.pinkcupid.com/

What has this world come to, an online lesbian dating site ?!?!

whats next? gay dating? pedophile dating? walao seriously lo

I really pity the next generation for all these weird and fucked up things popping out of nowhere, oh well

just attended my 1st day of lectures, tired but it was great cos got eye candy haha

hope the entire semester is gonna be a great one, will try to blog more abt interesting stuff asap =)

adios

An update for Richmond

2009-02-19T21:27:00.000-08:00

I really didn't want to blog about anything until I leave for NZ but since little boi wants it I shall try my best to update him abt OUR life in OUR beloved KAY EL

since the day u left we been partying like there is no tomorrow... thursdays mos, friday poppy and saturday hee kiats hse party... yes for real y'all party party 24/7

HAH !

nola... its been alot more boring with the two weaklings gone, we jst do some meet ups for yumcha, movie and shopping... not like the old days where I can play snooker wid alex and andy till AC CLOSES?!?! omg I missed those days, reaching home so late that I can see my mom going for work... of course got consequences la...

erm I don't think we did anything interesting really, we were mostly hanging out in small groups like 3,4,5 or sometimes even 2 !!

I am picking up golfing too, not the full course one jst the drivin range real fun ! I think I am getting a lil better at it already ! then bowling too ! my orsm two ways spinna ! 2009 feels like a year where I get to step up my gamessss but I heard 09 is a pretty shit year for people who are born in the year of dragon, so... I really really hope nth is gonna happen oh wait a minute ! did I told u that I lost my goddamn rihanna ticket??? yarh I think thats one now, fk up !

I am currently living in PO-VER-TY, so damn... every nite have 2 go home n eat dinner wid parents and small portion of food is sufficient for me liao haiz...

but yea I am really looking forward to this whole year, I am gonna go bk NZ study, party and etc etc then mid year... well hopefully our sem break is on the same time then I'll come melb to visit u folks ! so much to do !!!

God jst help me wid the uni application and studylink app too and I'll be darn happy !

this sat I ma go get my new laptop nth fancy jst an ordinary one enough for dota, cod and etc...

well that is abt it richmond, hope to see u soon =D

Happy CNY folks

2009-01-25T07:18:00.000-08:00

CNY this year is uber shit !!!

the day before today which is cny eve?

my car decided to be a bitch and broke down on the highway

but very luckily its just beside the petrol station... means got help la..

then I was stranded there trying to get help, no luck at all at first

but my saviour andy came and helped me out, THX ANDY !!!

apparently the battery or the fan argh don't know which one la spoil dy so had to ask andy to fetch me back

but before go home we went yumcha along wid fiona, haven't seen her for like sooo long and gosh she looks the same o.o

so yeah this morning which is cny yes i think so, me n my dad went to see the car it managed to move again ! we took it to some mechanic and let them have a look at it

i think... actually i reli hope they fixed it already and i think its working fine now... drove me dad's fairlady to my uncles hse for reunion dinner nvr drove so far b4 o.o quite chun la but so panic zzz

then sit there for like damn long... watched underworld 2.. no they did not play it on astro i brought my dvd over cos after watching underworld 3 i want to get the whole story better...

then start txting everyone like some pathetic fark if they r free to hang out, failed of cos.... then now reach home blogging like a loner, still hoping theres something to do so CNY wont be so terribly bored after all !!!!

ARGHHH THE FATE OF A KAMPUNGLESS CHINESEEEE BOY... SARKS !

A strange dream...

2009-01-15T01:29:00.000-08:00

Its been... a long long time since I had a dream, not like those goal-achievement dream but a dream! I hardly ever dreamt for the past few years and that might explain why I am such a light sleeper....

So.... today as in last night I had a very very strange dream, it might sound coincidental and freaky at the same time... I still remember the entire dream very vividly.

It starts off with me and yee teng going to a shopping mall which is so damn huge I don't know if it even exist? we were walking and walking then I saw my ADP friend, it was very strange cos my friend was at a bar and a bar in a shopping complex? thx to the influence of curve la... even my dream can kena influence, I went to say hi to my friend... he introduced me to his friends and I told him I had to go because not nice to leave my other friend by herself...

when I went to find her she was missing... nowhere on sight, I kept searching and searching and then... I saw CY's GF, May.. she was in a salon doing her hair... I don't think by any chance she knows yee teng in real life but I asked her anyway "eh u got c yee teng ah?" she said "no wo..." then the next thing I know, my phone woke me up and guess who called?

yee teng... asking me if i can help her with some stuff, I was like "errrr.. wtf?" super random lo I even told her that and all she could say was "u must b missing me alot la" pui pui more like the other way round XD

anyway for those who don't know who is vin, yee teng and may allow me to show u their faces

CY and May

Vin... even in normal pictures oso got heaps of booze along wid him one

and last but not least

ehh ! nola not this not this, wrong folder..

this one ! like retardo only zzz

I am guessing... this dream... only means that the 3 person in it has a significant role? errr I mean I don't know them for very long except vin but we are very close so I am thinking maybe this 3 friends of mine are very good friends =) yup that must be it.

oh oh new hairstyle for 2009 babay, I am sure most u saw already but for those who arent tat lucky, here it is -

so thats all la, my 2nd 2009 post... more to come... hopefully =\

adios

2009

2009-01-02T22:41:00.000-08:00

Wa 2009 dy... so fast man
almost feels like yesterday was the day I left for nz and now its time for me to see them go off, 1st cy then next up alex n richmond.. shit feels like seeing my kids going to school for the 1st time ahaha

2009 so far has been okok to me la, celebrated richmond's bday last nite.. it was quite gempak la, quite a few of us was there including shyboy nelson, his gf, klang boys and most of the ssc folks then this sunday got cycling wid ssc boys also haha, I really don't feel like goin one lo cos I am so gonna memalukan myself cos I can't cycle =(

I have been thinking my list of new year resolution and I am think I am close to finish just need a little bit more time so for the mean time I'll post pix of what happened so far

cy and mei

wa giler artistic

then I bought a pair of black converse shoe, same shoe from the movie spirit... but... I don't know what to match it with... black pants? black clothes? o.O

New Years Eve @ Brussels Bar and Cafe, Jaya One

a ADP friend of mine was performing too, random sial

small boy

I can't do titty sucking face la more like a bird

and lastly a pic of me and shaenee, my adp friend who performed

thats abt it i guess, and now... is my 2009 new year resolution

tada !!!

New year resolution, 2009

1. Keep fit, I think this has been my resolition for way too many years but I do believe some day I will succeed

2. Get buff up ! [I am very much inspired by cy and brandon they both were from twigs to surfer dudes ! I mean shit I wanna be a surfer dude ! haha... ok unipol u and i we gonna be seeing each other very often]

3. get a tat [I have always wanted to get a tat but I have to succeed my 2nd resolution 1st if not my tats r gonna look weird on my flabby arms but still.. its better than titty suckers haha !!!]

4. make the best out of my final year [I should be... I WILL BE graduating this year soo I really should make it the best year of my uni, which is why I am gonna put more effort into knowing new people and learning new stuffs =)]

5. Excel in my game [have to sharp up my sports - bball, futsal, badminton or jst whatever la cos I feel athletic guys r sexier and obviously it helps toning ur body too !]

6. study hard [its gonna be my final year so... I dont think I have time to fool around besides... think of it its gonna b my LAST YEAR OF STUDYING... like LAST ! means after this no more !! so I think I really should try going all out for once =)]

7. Learn more new languages {I'll be taking basic jap next year so I think I should be able to speak basic jap by end of next year I jst hope I dont end up like one of those freak who types jap words on their msn and start taking funny pictures AND START GIVIN THEMSELVES JAP NAME FOR REAL ! gosh but then learning jap has its own benefit and I am pretty sure its all GOOD =) and also brush up my shittiest hokkien, I jst feel like by mastering hokkien I can be a 100% tulen orang cina yg cina giler since I know mandarin, canton, hakka dy so I think hokkien is all I need to filled up the spot]

8. less violent - YES nowadays I have been a very violent boy... last year celina said I was super emo but now I am 100% emo-free y'all but I think all my emo-ness have converted to rage and its BAD real bad ! I get very violent especially after I consume alcohol... so I must really learn to meditate sometimes if not I might just end up killing some bai fella... oops anyway I have sort of got a solution to calm my violence.

[by listening to this song, sibeh peaceful man - I called it the heaven song]

9. since its 09, I am just gonna limit my resolutions to 9 ! so my final resolution.. shit damn kan chiong but its nth big la jst hope that everything will be better and of cos I must put effort into doing so la, its been very nice hanging out wid my bunch of friends - nz, klang, ssc, subang or wherever la... u'll all stay true to my heart ;)

Wave 2009 New Year's Eve Party @ Sunway Lagoon

2008-12-28T19:37:00.000-08:00

Last year I celebrated NYE at the curve, it is also the place where I remembered Yee Teng and the year before last year also the curve which was with my high school buddies SOOOO I basically had enough of the curve with their lame reshmonu and bla bla bla damn predictable wei

going to kl... its like NO? damn fkn jam plus filled wid xxxxx and xxxx oh well, its just gonna suck k? wid all the lame chinese celebrity trying to hard to be famous sigh

SOOOOOO why not.. just why not we try something else this year? beach party? sounds pretty fucking awesome ay? there is gonna be lots of things to do well more like lots of things to see, I am just gonna skip this part cos unpleasant comments r gonna pop up if I go on, so yeah according to this little piece of flyer...

yeah...

music, laser show, fireworks, food [if u pay extra] and bikinis ! [oops]

thats a great package i gotta say !

so whos wid me? gotta make rsvp asap y'all

For this New Year's Eve, Come and Party with us like there is no tomorrow.

For ticket reservation, please contact :

1) Ms. Hartini Mohamed Sunari
- D/L : 603-56390182
- Email : hartinims@sunway.com.my

2) Ms. Serene Chai
- D/L : 603-56390186
- Email : serenecsl@sunway.com.my

Parties

2008-12-25T20:00:00.000-08:00

I have been partying like a dawg ! shiet ! and the reason I didn't blog for so much is because I am freaking tired like everyday? even more tired than when I am working... basically I just sleep at late night 4am or later then wakes up at funny time sometimes its 2 or maybe 11 or just uber random la... then i'll stay at home and watch my movies [I call this watching movie period my energy recharging session] after that when the sun is down and the moon is up, this is where I start going out again.... fark me !

anyway as I am typing this I am still freaking tired slept last nite at 5 and woke up at 11 walao ! 6 hours of sleep zzzz anyway I am just gonna upload pix for this entry sorry !

mos on... i dont remember !

but I think its the nite where me n prav tot we were in "luck"

and I got to meet the klang boys in a very sober mode =)

ahh im gonna skip that night la... if u wan more pix visit alexes

now its the rave party massive,

massive was i think.. the best rave I ever been to [the crowd was good, the music was good, and etc]

b-e-a-utiful

my bro n his gf

never had a pic wid my bro for a very long time

OH SHIT i think my comp kena virus, when i tried enter youtube it popped out a msg that says youtube is banned and got laughter one hahahah.... then i use mozilla and the same thing happened but instead it says use IE instead pls HUH WTF, anyone experienced this b4? anyway... I shall continue

azmeer I am a big fan of him he used to inspire me to shuffle, I believe he is one of the best in malaysia... look him up on youtube [i wanted to post a video but now that my comp is.... haiz]

christmas eve party

yee teng, overdressed =.=

me and nelson, the shyboy

wid yee tengs friends

been wanting to take pictures wid all these wonderful decorations since the day I started working hehe

3 litre x.x

aaron, prav n me

reunion... sort of

christmas

the senjyu boys, benny me and jack

nakamoto and her friends

konichiwa

and.... the last one !!!

PHEW OMG DAMN TIRING KEEP UPLOAD WAIT WAIT UPLOAD WAIT WAIT ZZZ

THATS THAT NOW so.... yah thats what I have been doing so far and tonite a friend of mine is throwing a farewell party so... I should just go ay? =)

Massive Underground 20th of dec @ capsquare

2008-12-09T18:10:00.000-08:00

Wooo my 1st erm... rave promoting since ages ago !!! well I usually do that because I am going and I wan people to come along =D hehe aint tat nice? the more the merrier y'all

anyway this 20th of december... KL is having one massive rave party known as MASSIVE........ and it looks real cool, how do I know? the picture laa

Damn cool rite, I am very easily entertained by graphics one la haha

according to the flyers this rave is suppose to be the biggest outdoor party ever wooo

and the fact cosmic gate and scott alert is spinning quite turns me on too, lol

shit I think i LOST the touch in promoting rave compared to my burning hot passion last time... gahhh

....

this should do... so yeah for those whos keen pls let me know ! tickets r selling very fast if u check the webbie http://www.massiveworldwide.com/index2.html it says vip tix r sold out o.O but I think I still can get em la hehe

wee cant wait to raving... again !!! omg i feel so young =P

Memories

2008-12-05T06:18:00.000-08:00

I totally forgotten I took these pictures... wait actually I never took them Jonathan sent em to me and I nvr knew they were in my pre set picture folders till just now so I decided to share em with y'all for it means alot to me these were the photos taken the last 2 days of my dunedin days =( *SOB SOB*

me and my korean buddy da moon whom I trashed in bball all the time [step up ur game moonie moon !]

I treat her as my elder sister ! lulu [I still remember what u tried to do jon ! lolx]

me and lil juno [what a lala !!! hahaha]

me riding my scooter to town [ I wonder how it is now? o.O]

me and lulu gosh I miss her so muchie !

the rest is the exact day that I am leaving..

me and my "beloved" bedroom

me beloved poster, gonna use it for my new flat... EH I DIN TOOK IT WITH ME !!! SHIT !! NELSON IF UR READING THIS PLS HELP ME PLS !!! I'LL SHOUT U STARBUCKS !!! PROMISE !!

ME AND NICOLA, SHES BY FAR MY FAV FLATMATE =) DAMN NICE ONE LA EXCEPT... MISKIN GILER BABI >.<

ME AND BONER, I jst saw him last nite for like 10 minutes... and josephine if ur reading this im reli sorry bout ur lappy i jst cant seem to find a way to pass it to boner !!! haiz how how?

me emoing it was err an hour left before my shuttle picks me up... gosh I tell u I was damn emo !! 2 da max... and my buddies had to c me leave *TEARS HOLD HOLD !!!!*

oh well its all over now *takes deep breath*

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OH WOW MINISTRY OF SOUND WAS THE BOMB WHEN I STEPPED IN MY JAW DROPPED KAO KAO ITS EXACTLY LIKE THOSE AMERICAN CLUBS HUGE HUGE WITH GREAT LIGHTING AND SOUND SYSTEM THE PLACE WAS LOADED WITH CHICAS OMG IM SO GOIN THERE AGAIN !!!

... end.... OR NOT I JST HAVE TO PROMOTE THIS SONG 1ST !!!

Ruslana Feat T-Pain - Moon of Dreams

when the 1st time I heard it.. I found it like wtf ?!?! cos b4 this they showed T.I. and all that so my ghetto mood was pumping on so I was like sucks but still I found it a lil unique despite of that canggih beat then today I saw the video again without the ghetto mood and I was like WOAH CHUN MAN... and I found out that chiq is ukrainian not that hot but orsm boday the video also damn canggih LOVE THE COLOUR CHANGE HOT HOT HOT !!! anyway check it out and if possible try the ukraine version even nicer !!!!

ok ciao de miao peeps [I picked it up off a random girl zzz]

Holiday so far~

2008-11-29T21:48:00.000-08:00

So far holiday in msia s been great, get to meet new peeps, chilling at the hotspots and of course meeting back my good ol pals

I think I have been back for like err 2 weeks? and I have like 3 massive parties which is blardee fun too

1st was hui lin's bday party, she rented a room in royale bintang hotel [dun pray pray]

and oh before that we had dinner at marche's

thats me ! eating caesar salad ! =D

the groupie {I only knew 3 of them in the beginning o.O]

oh actually the previous pic was jst half of the groupie, this one is the full one =)

me and wilson, so far i think theres like 10,0000000 peep [i mean dumbarses] staring at my shirt trying to figure out whats it saying

the group photo in the room, it was a blast

haha this is one damn random photo of huilin snapping me sitting beside uncle donald and the funniest thing is I didn't even know it till it was posted on fb

2nd one is poppy garden, wah that place damn cekap lo.. huge ass place can play hide and seek summore and very classy interior like poolside and err dunno whats the other one..

I only have one picture =(

eh wait I think I have another one

the two girls dancing on top of err dunno what

and the most recent one was alex's bday wow it was quite a blast besides the emo time

3 bottles of cock whiskey and quite a few hot chicas and not to mention macho me [omg damn lame~]

there were some shitty times such as the liquor girl ffk'ed me [damn u biatch !], meng yen 'lost' her phone and alex's 10 minutes BUT it all went well at the end... well I think..

smokin hot people ! 1st stage of alex highness/drunkeness/wastedness/WHATEVER LA 2/5

2nd stage of alex highness/drunkeness/wastedness/WHATEVER LA 3.5/5

FINAL stage of alex highness/drunkeness/wastedness/WHATEVER LA XXX/5 *ALARM BEEPS - DANGER DANGER*

the rest is just... classic, golden moments LOLXXXXLOL~

so yeah... thats pretty much abt it

oh ! I am working starting tomorrow onwards, how sad !

make sure u come find me at Sunway Pyramid's IT Center [well I know there r heaps of shops there But I don't rmb the name of that shop]

ok la ciao babez

Home sweet home

2008-11-13T05:18:00.000-08:00

I am back like finally? phew.... it was a blardee tiring flight especially the 10 hours one from auckland to brunei, but surprisingly I did not find it too long as it is suppose to be thats cause I slept 5 hours lol, great success

I got to met alvin, dennis and gem... so much fun chilling with them without them I really don't whats there to do... I couldn't purchase any alcohol too cos I had 2 transit and brunei doesn't allow unless I put it in my luggage which I didn't sigh...

anyway am bloggin at FTZ now, love the atmosphere, love the accent and love the challeneg =) gonna yumcha later with hee keat, alex and meng yen.. hee keat is actually playing pool atm but I can't be bothered walking up la lol, sibeh lazy la me =(

anyway its my 1st day had decent dinner, super frustrating weather I am wearing a bball jersey now and I still find it uber hot... and oh ! the chiqs r smokin hawt oh damnnn !!!! ok la I better go find hee kiat, stay tuned for exciting kl experience... errr nvm BYE !!!

oh ya oh ya I really miss u dunners frens man !!! I shed my tears that day u noe, sigh.... so hows gears of war 2 la.. tell me all abt it k, c the 2 B'S soon too la =)

out~

boringgggg

2008-10-29T23:22:00.000-07:00

Hahahahaha, I finished my exams dyyy luuuu !!!! yay !!!!! I am sooo happy or I am suppose to be happy rite?? but... I am not thaaaat happy la, I am at bernards place bloggin atm cos I don't know what else to do !!! I am not suppose to blog by rite.. oh welll boring laaa

in exact 2 weeks time, I will be heading to back to msia *gasp* but before that loads of shit to do, pack my stuff, clear my furniture and etc =( sien rite? then when flying have to transit in brunei airline haizzzzz.... don't know why i am bitchin so much lo seriously... maybe I am a biatch ? o.O

anyway nth much to say except gonna promote a godlike movie called how to lose friends and alienate people.... no u wont lose friends by watching this, its a blardee darn good film starring simon pegg the dude from shaun of the dead, hot fzz and run fat boy run... his a brilliant english actor, kirsten dunst [is that the rite spelling] surprisingly in this movie, I find her very sweet and attractive.. I never find her hot in spideys =\ last but not least - M-M-M-MEGAN FOX LIKE HELLO? but in this film she damn annoying, talks like jessica simpson but there are scenes so HAWT it will cover her stupidity

I am actually quite inspired by the movie to be a journalist o.O lol weird rite? but give it a try n u will noe what i mean especially those who always dream abt livin the american dream and trying to score day n night haha

OH HAWT DAMN THIS MA JAM ....

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SORRY IF ITS THE PIX R TOO HAWT FOR UR VIEWING...

[feel like watching the movie now?]

Last Entry.... I think?

2008-10-22T05:15:00.001-07:00

This is going to be my last entry... well I think?

I just formatted my baby, gonna send it to the lucky bastard tomorrow... no wait his not that lucky, I am luckier

I sold this baby for like 800 bucks, its close to the amount when I 1st bought it and its second hand so hooray, I win !

one more paper left to go, so sad man... can't wait for it to be finish...

well today... actually yesterday was "fun" after the pre-party, I woke up at 3pm then do nothing till 6 and went rainforest for dinner... after that I head home clean my room cos I am shifting out soon and format my baby... and I just finish everything, wow ! what a fun bday... the jinx will always be there, 'fun' bday for the rest of my life... how I wish I was still 11 =\

won't be blogging till I get a new comp, yeah thats prolly gonna be it cos I don't blog in the public so no way I will blog in library unless someone is nice enough to lend me their comp..

omg I am starting to miss my blog dy, shit "gimme a hug blog!!!"

I really like my blog lo, its like a space where I can express myself in many ways... ok I should stop here cos since this is gonna be my last entry I don't want it to sound gay-ish lol..

ok la, I shall see you msian boys soon =)

ciaoz~*

My 20th Birthday Party

2008-10-21T18:48:00.000-07:00

Sigh.... finally the big 2 ZERO, which means I am entering the manhood stage rite? lol, anyway... my birthday party for this year, ya

well 1st of all I always hated my birthday cos its always around october and I am sure most of u noe no matter which country or which stage of education [primary skul, secondary... college and uni] their exams are all in october or somewhere very near that and that always causes me to not able to celebrate, and the best birthday party I had... believe it or not was when I was standard 5 which is 11? during that time mom agreed to throw a massive house party for me.. all my relatives and primary school friends[which is also ssc ones not lick hung ones] it was one memorable childhood party =)

for this year, surprisingly I don't feel so much of the exam pressure even knowing there is one more paper next week... I think... I think I am too old to worry abt it anymore =(

me and nelson who had a one day gap bday decided to throw a party last nite at bernards hse, having only booze, card games and xbox360 WITH GUITAR HEROES, LIKE HELLO?

it was damn fun la, although there was some boring moments and some... err minor conflict but I am glad everything was settled, being the person who approaches is damn hard man ! but at least it was worth it I remember back in home there will be like the 3rd person or 4th or even 5th helping the 2 fellow who fought to settle their problems lol

Photos below..

Nelson jammin Guitar Heroes on xbox360

eric making his orsm kimchi soup for nelson and me =)

boring...

Guitar Heroes 3 Aerosmith

Kaleb Ching, damn "pro" lol

Kelly's turn, she was good at it lol

yummy raisin cake and chocolate cake =D

the whole lot of us, sorry kaleb I didn't mean to block ur head =(

me and sera, my face damn red >.<

errr.... nvm

tat is moon, the cutest and stupidest guy I ever known [stop trying to act cool !]

playing circle of death... DUMB CUNT GAME [sera and josephine was farked... they both had each bowl of shittiest shit,
1st bowl of shit for sera
Jim Beam Whiskey 50ml
Vodka 50ml
Galiano or dunno what la 50ml
Milk as in susu 100ml, oh damn !

2nd bowl of SHIT for josephine
Galiano 100ml
soya sauce 100ml
salt... alot, ham sei yan,

after drinking those, one had stomach ache and one was lying on the couch for rest of the nite, poor girls =\]

me and nelson [the birthday boys !]

eric, the boy who sleeps more than anyone [pic says it all]

kaleb a.k.a. stealth assasin XD

me and josephine, lol damn kesian her

beatrice !!! I am telling u she looks alot like this...

Pachirisu from Pokemon Diamond and pearl

ok... I am thaaaat rrr-rr-rrr-rrround actually [cries at a corner]

josephine abt to drink something she nvr shld have LOL

michelia, my tourism classmate but I only seen her in class not more than 5 times... but im the blardee slacker la lol sigh~

and that is all, hello 20's folks I am one of u now, so old yet so young BAHHH!!!!

HAPPY BDAY MYSELF ! =D

Nothingness

2008-10-18T00:14:00.000-07:00

Ever felt like knowing there is something wrong in life but you don't exactly know what it is? well I am feeling that right now...

Surprisingly I am not that dumb to not know what is going on... just that I don't feel like jumping to unnecessary conclusions because I know it will not turn out to be pleasant at all...

Words can travel around me without me knowing but somehow I can catch a few of em and sometimes I wish I can't do that so I can lead a happier life..

But for whatever it is, I can't be bothered seriously...

- -

Exams starting next monday, gonna be a lil busy... I really can't wait till its over... also gonna have to settle all my bills before I leave, not a good thing =\

25 days in counting... till then good luck to myself

=)

ROFL

2008-10-16T00:26:00.000-07:00

I am sure most of u rmb this video, damn funny man... but I feel its rigged one la cos real gangsta aint gonna b so nice toking 2 u on da phone for taaaaaat long
[the subtitle salah oso =.=]

NOW this is damn funny starting I find it lame la, those plain scare tactics they used but from the smoking part onwards I laff like heck, damn funny man lol

enjoy,

Britney is back~

2008-10-11T19:12:00.001-07:00

Omg.... this video is off da hook ~.~

love it

luvin it

A++

Hawt

Daym

p.s. oh oh me thinks astro is gonna cut the vid heavily... boo hoo!

LMAOBBQZZZZ

2008-10-09T04:59:00.000-07:00

Here are some of my olden day pictures when I was still a young chap,

This is when I got my first pay from my arrogant boss...

This is when I was coaching the Chicago Bulls during the 80's

This is when... err... I decided to get a lame haircut, zzz

Those days when I try hard to be a black guy... but failed, EH NO WAIT !!! DEAREST HUI MIN SAID I LOOK LIKE THIS GUY ---

u think?

Those were the days when I could close my eyes and finish up my Math's exams

My college days where I would stalk this lovely lady called "noneofurfknbusiness"

needless to say... die hard MJ fan

The spiky hair trend is born ever since..

Those days when girls never stop calling me, sigh

Time flies, they really do...

OMG LOOOOOL I CANNOT STOP LAFFIN MAN, WAS DOING THIS WITH HUI MIN AND NELSON... NELSON HAD ONE THAT LOOKS LIKE EMIL CHAU AND HUI MIN HAD ONE WHICH LOOKS LIKE SOME 80'S AUNTIE XD

GO TRY IT OUT MAN, DAMN FUN

http://yearbookyourself.com/

1st few times sure damn hard one, jst get a photo of u facing front... match the eye and mouth line and do some rotation... HWALA !!!! MUST TRY K

So many songs so little time =(

2008-10-07T23:15:00.000-07:00

Wow this month is like a song month to me, keep hearing new and orsm songs !!! too much for me liao ~

first off, mr chou has finally released his capricorn album which roxx my soxx so badly... apparently alot ppl thinks its boring cos most of em sounds like his old songs, I can't say I disagree with them but hey its still good shit ok?

05 紅樓夢中 - Jay Chou 周杰倫 [NEW! Capricorn 魔杰座]

This is currently my fav song of the album, its damn good !!! but alot ppl finds the chorus funny as if he "jau yam" but some people say its the folklore way of saying or the traditional japanese way of saying... u b the judge... imho, i think the "jau yam" part is damn funny and nice to imitate, overall this whole song is easy to sing and nice, love it 5/5

[also one problem is that the same songs has different title... n its blardee confusing, I don't even noe which is the exact song n which is not, ORI FTW!!!]

I am not gonna post more of his songs cos most of u stays in dear beloved malaysia where piracy is the best policy, so pls b so nice to get an ori one instead of a pirated one...

[V 首映場]林俊傑&阿SA《小酒窩》MV

TWINS punya Ah Sa duet with JJ Lin, wow now thats something new.. I had doubts abt the song at 1st but hey these 2 r some of my fav singers... confirm must check it out rite? well wadya noe? cheerful and happy song.. love it too 4/5

p.s. ah sa ownz ah giu anytime !

Hot Action Cop - Doom Boom

Listened to this since form 3, still good as ever... rap+rock~

if u dig red hot chilli peppers then u definitely dig this !!!

its uber roxxor, check it out!!!

wadya know, its october edi... one more month n im goin home =( im so happy till i can cry, msia i noe alot crime happens on u everyday, dozens of girls getting raped on u and etc etc but who cares, see u soon =D

p.s. so much to do but so little time hhaizzzz

Last Party before the War...

2008-10-04T09:39:00.000-07:00

The last party before the war... as in finals XD

it started off pwetty boling la

drinking at nerds place, got myself a lil high then go bk sleep for like 20 mins n was forced to go monkey...

I also decided to wear tie for the 1st time, don't ask me why maybe bcos im high ~.~

and so the last party starts !!!

(as usual, I am gonna use pix to tell the tale..)

Nerd faggin and Nelson... erm doing his thing

the sisters, kelly and jo

jo and jay (nt jay chou wannabe, jst a name given by nelson KING sze juan ]

ooo damn, lolzzz

the brothers, kaleb.. i mean gay lip XD and lucas

Hi Nelson =)

I dig !!! south bar's interior and music.. well not the part where they play hanson la =\

errr.... nvm...

where did that random peace sign came from? o.O

I dig this pic, thx photographer nelson..

kantoi?

i was suppose 2 look straight oh well...

wacha lookin at nelson KING?

allow me to introduce u my hawt ah gua fren, interested?

thats abt it, next week onwards TAK CHE !!!! prepare for war ~~

I am damn happy~*

2008-10-04T02:20:00.000-07:00

I am damn happy atm ...

I am not gonna say why

I am just damn happy thats all

WOOT !!!

XD

Wackiest Night ever !!!

2008-09-28T01:45:00.000-07:00

It started from this picture,

2 sober boy + one tipsy boy waiting for pizzas at domino's...

eh wait actually b4 that we went rainforest for malaysian food then went k world and sang for 2 hours, k world was godlike 2 uber hawt chiq that made me and nelson kept saying the word DAMN !!!

after pizzas, I went to monkey with bernard's cousin and kaleb.. jon showed up mysteriously which shocked me.. starting of the night was fun, hawt chiqs, great music, great booze but... I soon notice my eftpos only left 5 bucks which then Nick had to pay for my drinks, I feel very bad abt it will buy u lunch next time when I have the money..

then later is where the shit part comes, 3 fights... all also involved my friends had to break one up then the 2nd one involves maori boys o.O oh yeah damn muscular ones O.O !!! the bouncer broke the fight then the 3rd one was gang bang which I didn't get to witness, my friends got so furious that they were really gonna kill the last group who gank them...

the rest was just blardee intense and fun, YES it was fun !!! almost felt like Grand Theft Auto... hahahhaha

周杰伦第九张专辑《魔杰座》

2008-09-26T01:54:00.000-07:00

Omg, Jay has got a new album again... I am quite shocked because usually I am super up to date to his new albums.. like getting his 1st promo songs the day it is released, searched the whole world just to get it.. then listens to it day and night and finally buys the album on the exact release date but for this time.. I actually didn't know anything at all.. gosh thx to uni workloads la..

was playing dota with my friends then kaleb told me that Jay has got a new song, I was busy playing so I just asked him to chuck the song in my harddrive and now only I am hearing it... I gotta admit the song gives me a refreshing feeling, the song means paddy fragrance but for me it feels like a shower song o.O nevertheless, it ownz

its releasing on the 9th of october but u can pre-order on the 24th of sept which is 2 days ago !?!?! woot I failed as a jay's super fan >.<

anyway seriously check this song out... I really like it cos its so chilling and calm, almost able to make u smile whenever ur stressed out =)

wow just watched the video myself, its quite nice la but the fact jay chou is dressing up like a cowboy/try hard rapper and raps in the middle of paddy field is just... umm... speechless la but other than that its pretty damn cool =)

can't wait for the album...

....

2008-09-23T08:21:00.000-07:00

Di-tag oleh Alex the Yeo

Saya tak tau mengapa saya mau blog mcm ni tapi saya rasa saya patut gosok bahasa saya sikit la supaya aku ni masih budak malaysian tulen !

saya cubalah buat satu cerita yg tidak benar, tapi cerita ni samala dgn cerita biasa saya pada jumaat dan sabtu... saya cubala guna bahasa melayu yg tulen juga... macam ini saya nampak lebih errr [org yg pakai cermin mata dan stail rambut ketepi.. u paham la]

pada jumaat yg sudah lepas, saya pergi durnia K dgn kawan saya... saya pergi dgn geng aku, banyak ahmoi... saya kotek asyik gatal tapi takda orang mau tolong saya... olehitu [wow] saya terpaksa jalan dgn batang saya berdiri dua puluh empat tujuh... saya minum banyak oh, arak itu bernama chivas, bes giler... itu arak dibuat dari... err tak tau apa lanjiao la tapi ialah empat puluh peratus... sangat syok la, saya minum minum sampai saya mabuk tetapi kerana arak tolerasi aku tinggi giler babi... mengambil saya lebih kurang[fuiyoh] satu jam setengah untuk mabuk... saya nyanyi banyak lagu, saya sebenarnya tidak mau nyanyi tetapi ahmoi semua paksa saya nyani... terpaksa la *winkz*

lepas tu saya pergi bar monyet, kejutkan saya... lantai menari banyak ahmoi siut... banyak ahmoi asia yg panas giler ! batang saya terpaksa la berdiri beberapa[wahseh] jam lagi... saya pun pergi menari dgn ahmoi ahmoi yg panas, mereka ni sgt gatal.. mereka asyik pegang saya punya batang... saya ni pun malu siut, tapi tak apa la... kan kata pepatah kongsi adalah jaga...errr u paham cukup la lepas tu saya pun bawa beberapa ahmoi yg terpanas balik rumah saya...

eh jika kamu tidak perasan, sebelum saya tulis cerita saya... saya sudah kata cerita ni adalah tahi lembu. olehitu, semua ni separuh benar saja... yg mana benar? pergi fikir sendiri la

okey la saya rasa itu saja saya boleh taip, saya rasa bahasa saya ni amat hebat... saya mesti terima kasih cikgu saya, ibubapa saya dan otak saya yg bagus

p.s. haiz esei saya baru sampai 600 patah perkataan, ada seribu empat puluh lagi... matilah saya >.<

habis

sekarang kawan kawan saya yg sudah baca sampai sini, saya mau u buat sama pun... errr FUCK SINCE ITS FINISH I GUESS I CAN USE ENGRISHY NOW... for ur nxt entry pls type in bm or ur sons will only know bm for the rest of their life, MWAHAHA JAHANAM NYA =p

The Bucketlist

2008-09-22T01:17:00.000-07:00

I am sorry that lately my entries were rather lame and shitty but I thought as long as I blogged about something and that should be enough so yeah...

anyway here is a film review entry and I hope it encourages you to watch the film.

Bucket List starring the two legendary actor - Jack Nicholson and Morgan Freeman

it is a comedy/drama about two old man who are dying from cancer.. oops spoilerz incoming, it starts off with them lying next to each other well in separate beds in the hospital, they slowlt get to know each other... Jack was a extremely wealthy person and Morgan was a very knowledgable person, one day they came up with a "bucket list" its a list of things to do before they die... Morgan wasn't very convinced about succeeding the list but Jack persuaded him to do so, from there onwards it was all happy and fun [I get to see Egypt, Africa, China and India... wow~] then the bitter part comes where they two fought and separated, thus the list not able to finish... then Morgan was struck with a serious illness causing him to be in a critical condition, at that time Jack showed up... they had a 'deep' chat and decided to do things they never thought of doing and having the list 99% finish they both die and having Jack's assistant to finish the one last one...

hope thats not too confusing for ya folks, this movie is extremely sad... if u think click made u weep... u oughta try this one =\

after watching the film, I decided to come out with my very own bucket list and since I got millions of things to do.. I am gonna limit em to only 5..

Joe's Bucket List

1. Own an Audi R8.

2. Involve in one of Aya Fukunaga's oily dance video or something similar =D

[could have got a better pic of her... grrr]

3. Go to Disneyland [yes !!! tell me abt it !!!]

4. Direct a hollywood blockbuster.

=\

5. A statue of myself in any big cities.

Rockstar wannabe XD

now I wanna ask 5 ppl to write their own bucketlist,
1.Alex
2.Nick
3.Jia Xin
4.Kar Wai
5.Kelly

wow, I made my own tag, pretty cool huh?

Aya Fukunaga

2008-09-17T06:24:00.000-07:00

woah woah woah, this post contains sexual material... so if u think ur not up for it pls feel free to not proceed, cheers matey~

Aya Fukunaga Micro Bikini Oily Dance Volume 1

she is so fkn fine i tell ya !!!
look at that crazy ass waist... so slim, 0% fat... and shes a jap WAKAO !!!
OH OH OH, NOT FORGETTING THE OILLLL~

OH EM GEE 2 DA MAX !!!

enjoy my friends =)

p.s. I find this more turn on than usual porn >.<

Fun Sunday

2008-09-14T06:14:00.000-07:00

Wow first time in a long time I did not go clubbing in the weekend, but I was lanning till pretty late la... which is like 5 in the morning? then I woke up at 11 cos I promised my Korean friends to go church with them, I sorta ffk them once already so I really should go no matter how tired I am... not to mentioned the bad experience I had last time, anyway we went there... its a small room, oh we were actually late... when we got in the pastor was giving his speech.. oh fyi its 99% koreans in it so the pastor speaks 80% in korean, wow ! what the heck am I doing there? well theres this translator machine which is really awesome... one korean boy would be at the back talking thru a mic and the voice goes in to that MP3 player look alike translator machine... wow never seen anything like it b4.. at 1st I thought it was gonna be boring cos the previous time it was quite boring lah... but this time surprisingly it was very enjoyable, I actually listened to the pastor [more like the boy translating] the whole time... maybe because of his expression and deep words, I like his story about the jesus footsteps and our footsteps.. I can't remember the whole thing but it was quite cool la... and boy there were plenty plenty of hot smoking bbq korean chiqs ! mega bonus ! most of the time were songs and er.. preaching? then the lame part came which is introduce the new members =.= me having the worst sore throat ever and injured ankle had to stand up and introduce myself and also the fact I am a uni student I can't just say a few words like those high schoolers... so terpaksa la say a few more extra lame words lol~ when the thing is done which took about one and a half hours, we get to eat free food... its not any food but its MIN FAN GUI[pan mee look alike] but got kimchi and fried egg as additional dish, wow how cool is that... after the food we were suppose to pair up and play games but I paired up with a kid so I left....... NOLA, its because I had to meet my other bunch for dimsum [dahlah ate so much still wan dimsum] so anyway, I thanked the pastor for everything and the lengluis waved goodbye to me, gosh blushing dy !!

went to dimsum... those morons ordered mountains n mountains of em which costs about 160 bucks divided by 8... so still ok la i guess =\

after dimsum we decided to go to the beach bcos the weather was fkn great... note that I never been to beach with friends except the time to moeraki boulder but thats like school trip alike =.= went there and collected heaps of clams and I mean HEAPS !!!... didn't get to play much tho, more like the main objective was to capture clams, after that we went to pak n save[giant concept store] n got the ingredients to cook the clam, the cooking part was tough... we had to boil the clams then pluck the meat out of the shell... it was freaking tiring thx to Mr.King...

we even had a hard time of thinking what to cook, I managed to come up with seafood clam pasta with mushroom cream sauce and stir fry garlic sauce clam with sausage and mushroom... then bernard made tuna and egg and clam bee hoon... oh we also had sausages.... there were 5 massive dishes but 4 person eating em... we could not finish em no matter how much we tried but the food were great ! especially the pasta and stir fry garlic clam... but I was so sad at one point, sigh.. nvm don't feel like goin into details.. after the big struggle to eat em up we manage to finish 3/4 of it and decided to keep the rest for god knows who...

after that we watched Mummy 3... IT WAS UTTER BOLLOCKS ! damn lousy man, hated it so much 3/10 thats the max they will get if I am ever gonna be a film critic overall sunday was great fun, get to know korean chiqs, listened to motivational speeches, went to the beach, collected heaps of clam, cooked heaps of clam and phobia of clams... lol oh oh heres the photos, nelson if ur reading this can u give me the photos from ur phone as well, cheers.

albatross... beach?

New Zealand's scenery.. u jst can't get enuf of it

the blardee clams or si ham whatever u call it, what u see is jst 1/4 of the full amount =.=

penis shaped beef sausages... lousy zzz

Bernard and Nelson, my co-chefs lolx!

Dinners served, see the dog also getting rdy le

walao see amy got food eat so happy XD

one final look at the foods... ugh clams... oh btw check out uni of otago latest music video ad, its damn cool !

http://www.otago.ac.nz/about/adverts/advert2.swf

I've changed?

2008-09-13T01:16:00.000-07:00

I been noticing some small changes in me and I am actually quite shocked abt it... well lets start off with attitude, back then I can never take insults even small ones.. I would always come back with something to counter back but nowadays I just can't be bothered anymore and if the insult is heavy I would just pretend I didn't hear it... =)

I also became competitive in most things- gamings, sports and assignments... the old me would just give up the first or second time he fails but now I am quite different liao, the better you are the more I want to challenge you but still if I sense its an impossible task, I would still give up eventually...

besides those 2, thats pretty much it for attitude... theres an old saying in chinese - fucked up attitude that will never change [sei xing bat goi] I so agree with that, some things just don't change no matter how much u try to change it..

well in terms of appearance... well not much difference la, at least I can't tell but I just noticed something... was looking at old photos and I found this one taken last year at AC CLUB

wow, I was huge as ! well now still pretty huge but not as huge as last time, I remember I got upset when someone told me to stop stuffing food like nobody business.. I guess he was too damn right... double portion EVERY TIME ZZZ

but now still damn huge la, for tonite's dinner I had the flaming red stuff again... gosh so filling and yummy, oh yeah I can cook now haha thats new.

oh oh I used to have really thin eyebrow like girls but I noticed it became a lil darker -

see, I told u ! [during high school... I used eyeliner before =.=]

but despite of all these seems to be good changes, I do have bad changes as well... and it sux ballz...

my skin is getting bad, really dry and I tried many ways of fixin it.. and none work I guess I have to give malaysia SJMC a shot and also my ankle... I think I told some of my friend that my ligamen or whatever it is is wearing off so whenever I do sports it hurts like fuck... and yes its still there ain't recovering at all =\

wow after typing all this on top I actually phase out for 5 minutes and I am back with nothing else to type... so yeah thats all, u peeps have a nice weekend =)

Weirdest Dream ever

2008-09-04T09:04:00.000-07:00

Had the weirdest dream last nite... its so real that I almost thought it was real for real ! get what i mean? I don't plan to describe the whole thing properly because I malu so for stupid people then... too bad la

Ok, it started off with this girl and me la. I am gonna called this girl X, she was in college with me back then.. very close and I mean VERY CLOSE then she also got attend my theatre plays one la in fact she loves my acting =D haha I might be exageratin abit la just so the story will make more sense and nicer...

ok proceed, so ya we have feelings for each other and we were this tiny step to becoming couple... or was it husband and wife? lets jst stick to husband and wife... BUT suddenly she just start acting really weird like ignoring me and all my friends in the dream also start acting very weird... to make it sound interesting Kevin Ng Sze Loong and Alex Yeo Chia Yuan was in the dream for no fkn reason... they were well one of them was the bastard in the dream the other one was helping me so go figure whos who la... then I got very sad la the fact everyone is acting so different even X.. who keeps ignoring me and stuff...

THEN ONE DAY, when I go to her house.. I saw her sleeping with another guy, I got so pissed off and start chasing the dude with a stick that came out of nowhere... after many attempts of trying to hit him[I don't know why I keep missing in the dream =.=] then finally all my friends stopped me and tried to calm me down... then X approach me smiling and say 'This is all just an act and because I loved ur acting that is why I am putting an act for u as a tribute to ur theatre plays' well I noe it sounded uber weird but this is what it is exactly ! and lastly she told me she is pregnant and the child is ours.... omg I dunno why but I found it uber romantic and sweet and WEIRD, only then I woke up and realized I am still in my lousy bed..

weirdest thing is I had a chat with X not long ago =\ gosh... freaky o.O

Rainforest

2008-09-03T05:37:00.000-07:00

The long awaited Malaysian restaurant is finally open !!! I believed I was one of the earliest to be there, 12... the place is kinda hard to locate, I actually spent 10 minutes finding it and only managed to find it after following exactly my friend's guide... the place is quite nice la but abit hidden, it didn't look like a mamak at all, more like a house with tables and chairs lol!

the main entrance, it looks quite nice la but I have to agree with changster... rainforest isn't such a suitable name for a restaurant bcos for KL folks.. 1st thing comes to mind is the pub in sunway... but rainforest does sound kinda high class la

putting up the signboard

the menu... sorry the words are not too clear.... I kinda think my camera phone abit cacat dy or maybe the place too bright la

satays, rotis n tosais!!! din get to try those... but I will next time ! oh wait I had satay it was good !! not like msia one la its fatter n more meaty

our waiter of the day - vick... it sure feels damn funny having a friend serving us lol

omg whats that in the picture??? yes it is a teh tarik... I had 2 glass of it, the 1st one was damn good but 2nd glass very milkish =\

alvin and his laksa... gosh the laksa tasted so good even compared to malaysia ones!!! got taofu, chicken fillet and etc 4/5 man [it cost abt 12 bucks I think]

sera eating her laksa and roti canai... its cool how they manage to import the banana leaf plate all the way from malaysia

shenna taking a stick of beef satay... the chicken tasted better than beef and i reli wonder why.. i mean new zealand beef man !! lol oh ya she ordered sambal chicken, it was a wee bit sweet la but not bad 3/5 [8.90 for the satay and 12 plus for the sambal chicken]

I can't remember what it was.. I think it is the rendang curry... tasted damn blardee good man 4/5 [12.90NZ$]

Bernard and his mamak mee goreng, haha thats the exact name from the menu, cool rite... the ang mohs gonna b like memek mee gohreng.. wtf is that? lolxx 3/5 [abt 12 plus too]

and my penang char kuey teow... well it is damn good la but their noodle texture too thick, I don't think u can findthe msian type of kuey teow here tats y it din taste as good as it suppose to 3/5 [12.90nz dollars]

the interior, not too big not too small jst nice but the paling cekap thing is...

the outdoor seats ! wah damn nice... can smoke while drinking teh tarik woot !

and so bernard was smoking while havin his teh tarik... they even have heater, see the 2 sticks? those r damn good heaters, blardee warm but too bad its not working... they also have speaker but din play any song la... n vin said they might put a tv outside so we can watch football woot !!!

so ya, my review on rainforest is done... i guess... the boss asked us for feedback, wah 1st time doing it... we told him portion too small n some of the food too salty, he told us things will improve the next time we go, wah feels so pro la me =D

so ya for u dunners folks who havent got a taste of rainforest, pls pls go try.. opens at 12-2 then 4 till late and oh ya I think u can have alcohol in the restaurant as well, woot !!!

Basketball tourney

2008-09-02T04:38:00.000-07:00

This Friday will be my 1st Basketball tourney ever in NZ !!! and guess who I am playing against with?? the girls !!! wow!!! how did I get that lucky?? well long story but I am gonna cut it short...

This tourney is called the asian league but seriously its utter bullshit u c white kiwis in other teams but then again those white boys might be brought up in China or wherever the fuck is la... there are 4 teams and my team, KNNB[I am sure u all noe what it means] lost every single game and for being the biggest loser, they are awarded to play against the girls... so I guess its a good thing huh? or jst trying to humiliate our balls out.. well the funny thing is I wasn't playing in any of the game because I didn't join but after the losing streak most of the KNNB players back out and dear Nelson told me to join and thats how I got into the team, tadaa..

well being in a team that play against a girl team can only mean two thing, either heaps of fun harassin em I mean playing against them.. what was i thinkin, harassin =.= OR LOST TO THEM SO BADLY that I will never show my face in unipol anymore... rumour has it that those girls r good n some of them r representatives of cantebury... I can't afford to lose man but at the same time I can't afford to hurt those pixie =( HOW HOW HOW

*faints*

p.s. Nelson if ur reading this, can I back out too? preaseeee =D

Goodbye rambut panjang =(

2008-09-01T05:16:00.000-07:00

A brand new day for me, I went to one class out of 3 classes... then went groceries n spent 150+ blardee fucked wei, seriously need 2 budget but at least those pile of food can last me a month la...

I also went for a haircut cos my hair is too thick n its makin me feel uneasy, so I went to hairhunterz... do note that I really didn't want to get my hair cut bcos 10/10 of my friends who got their cut looks like shit so I am assuming the saloons here suck balls la... anyway who cares, so I went to the saloon told them to cut it short but not too short especially the side and back, they followed what I did but bcos I was so freaking tired I doze off and when I woke up, WOAH~ so different... I was quite pissed about it but as I look in the mirror more I keep thinking of ways of styling this not too long not too short hair...

and here it is when it is not styled..

omg seriously come to think of it, looks damn like those ang moh's common short hair style wei =.=''

then I try to style it and ma fav style theme is messy !!! and here is the result

yay I am actually quite happy abt it.. it cost me 16 bucks, well not too bad la cos usually my friends they all spent 40plus n got shit hairstyle haha

half body shot, was gettin rdy for bball... man i only have one jersey n tats from high school... one of the many highschool memories still remain till now =\

btw I am reviving mission cambodia ! today started edy ! plus I got a kaki whos gonna do it wid me, nelson ! ok la steady... gonna go hardout workout on wednesday =)

wish me luck... again

Merdeka Celebration

2008-08-31T05:56:00.000-07:00

Not sure about yours but mine was awesome la

me and my boys had like a party marathon goin from friday all the way till sunday

Friday was okok la, went to vins hse for some booze... got myself pretty wasted thx to beer+whiskey[worse combination ever !!!] forced to sing negaraku by vin not once once but 3 times... I actually forgot the lyrics, gosh... such shame =(

after that we went to K world, blast all the songs kao kao had my fav pork ear n stomach... this time for some reason it din taste as good as last time prolly diff fella took over, blardee fool ! poor jason was fucked... fell asleep while sitting on a chair with whole head inside a bucket.. geez beyond godlike I tell u...
later that as usual went monkey, it was abit boring la not much chiqs but there was a bunch of japs tho... yamete eeee... bu yao la, well even if I wanted oso kenot la most of em got bf de, =\

bought a backdraft for nelson cos he keep complainin he needs liquor, before he consumes it I warned him abt how harsh it can b but he say its nth for him and guess what after that he keeps hittin his own chest cos its burning and blames me for it =.=''

and also some self camwhore pictures, gosh how I wish ah got camwhore buddies and I wan hardcore ones!!! rawr !!!

dig the effect~

eee my hair getting very thick, need 2 go trim it soon =\

saturday was suppose 2 b a quiet night for me cos jon left, he went b to msia for 5 days jst bcos his cousins wedding, lucky bastard man... so I was jst playing my games then nerd tempt me to party with the oscas[bunch of new zealand born chinese] I actually tot they were gonna b arrogant the fact they r local and shits but they r actually damn nice, it cracks me up mad when they try 2 speak chinese XD, saturday was quite orsm la... since the osca boys stays near vin.. poor me had 2 down like 4 glass of pure vodka wid wee bit of pepsi max[vin claims pepsi is too expensive so kenot waste....]

sunday.. I was suppose 2 have a good sleep but I promised vin to be his hse for lunch at 12.. I tried to ignore la but around 12:30 I felt guilty n decided to go n seriously if i din go I wulda kill myself, anyway I reached there abt 12:45 had a nice chat wid em, smoke for a lil bit... tok abt adp days and play some chor dai di which is abt 5 hours... so ya waited 5 hours from lunch become dinner... but I tell u, it is definitely the best food I ever had so far la, 5 hours of wait is jst too worth it and seriously I wuld so pay 20 nz dollars for a plate of tat godlike food, okok msians dun believe me la? allow me to show u godlike foods !!!

chicken curry, sambal tofu, mee goreng, sambal, some cake and pudding[omg as I am typing this I actually gonna start droolin la =\]

the wonderful cooks and the hungry folks

vin posing wid a bowl of mee goreng, lawlz [gosh look at his tee, so patriotic sial but when u turn bk... it has logo of everything but BN, LOL]

Lunch/Dinner served!!!

One closer look at it!!

Had 3 plates of it man, so blardee good ! even till now when I burp I can smell the aroma umm!!! seriously la, I am not those jakun after so long in overseas see msia food means gobble up everything... not like my cousin, brought him 2 shit place oso he say nice, I have a very high taste for foods thx 2 my moms excellent cooking.. for those who have tried her food shld know la =) [and of cuz my spaghetti is top notch la, i'll cook some when i get bk.. free for ladies... gents... help me bj la HAHA]

after that went to the oscas boys flat again, talk some cock played some ps2 [gosh missed marvel vs capcom so much !!!] and now im here blogging, skul starting tmr... I seriously gotta start buckle up.. 2 more months, close my eyes n go hard la !!! all my readers lets strive hard to achieve our goal together la~

tmr is a brand new day~*

Noooooooo~

2008-08-30T09:30:00.000-07:00

Holiday is coming to an end very soon...

been partying like mad - lan party, dota party, house party.. whatever u name it la

gosh spent so much man i think more than 400 hundred bucks, there goes my allowance =S

this whole week I get to meet lots of awesome ppl la but also there were some dicks among them but its all good... oh well as long as they don't cross my path its ok la

oh btw my hair is long as ! I can I think make a ponytail again very soon ! woo hoo, I don't know why I really like long hairs maybe bcos due to high school restriction so now got chance to keep it long so all the way babay !

one thing I am realli sad abt is the fact that I am not putting off weight at all instead I am gaining em, thx to mcd and my uber cooking skills

man come to think of it its only 2 months away from home, I really cant wait but 1st of all waves of essay and assignment is heading my way... sensing STRESS very near =(

I finally get to enjoy goin out... I always enjoyed it jst tat I don't feel very happy abt it... its so often tat I feel like a routine but nowadays I am actually looking forward to head out, calling peeps out and stuff... so hype abt it ay, it feels reli good I guess its jst my mindset, from now on I am gonna keep thinking that partying is blardee fun !

lastly my alcohol tolerance sux balls, I can't even drink more than 5 half glass of pure whiskey.. sigh but nvm la at least THERE IS SOMEONE whois far worse than me XD

bloggin at 4:40 in the morning as usual... if u notice by now most of the blog entries r around this time, I think I have more to say since stuff is still fresh in my mind, hmmm ok la I am gonna wait for the boys to finish their game so I can join the next one.. ciaoz !

What is a noob?

2008-08-28T00:46:00.000-07:00

Noob is a well known term to gamers but is widely used nowadays, even my mother uses it =.=

So what the fuck is noob? newbie? lousy? well thats what I thought it was but here is a blardee brilliant 101 guide to noob... its a long one but I am sure it will be fun to read, enjoy.

Taken from urbandictionary, http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=noob

A. INTRO
I. What is this?
II. Defining 'Noob'

B. COMMON NOOB CHARACTERISTICS
I. Noobish
II. Where to find noobs
III. Behavior of noobs
IV. Noob religion
V. More about noob habitats

C. AVOIDING NOOBS
I. Make sure you aren't one
II. Major noob avoiding strategies

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A. INTRO

I. What is this?
This guide is designed to give you a better understanding of what a noob is, how to recognize them, some details about them, and how to avoid or get rid of them. It mostly applies to online forums, which are the main targets of migrating noobs.

II. Defining 'Noob'
Contrary to the belief of many, a noob/n00b and a newbie/newb are not the same thing. Newbs are those who are new to some task* and are very beginner at it, possibly a little overconfident about it, but they are willing to learn and fix their errors to move out of that stage. n00bs, on the other hand, know little and have no will to learn any more. They expect people to do the work for them and then expect to get praised about it, and make up a unique species of their own. It is the latter we will study in this guide so that the reader is prepared to encounter them in the wild if needed.

Noobs are often referred to as n00bs as a sign of disrespect toward them, and it's often hella funny, but I will refer to them as noobs during this reading.

* Usually the topic at hand on an internet forum.

B. COMMON NOOB CHARACTERISTICS

I. Noobish
Often, but not always, noobs will attempt to communicate in their own primitive language, known as "n00bish." It is a variant of the hacker language that exposes them as having little intelligence or will to learn. Here is an example of some noobish. Do not attempt to comprehend it: it cannot be discerned without professionals at hand.

stFU /../..an, i r teh r0xx0rz liek emin3m, u cna go tO EHLL OR ATLE4St help m3 wit hthIS!!111!!!!!!!1~~1!!``!! LOLLOLOLLOLOLlOoLLOlollLLl u n00b

Although you may find this unbelievably funny and/or annoying, it is best to restrain yourself and keep from talking back to them, as they are very territorial and easily angered. This will result in their attempted verbal abuse of you, possibly backed up by other noobs, because they work in packs when doing offensive tasks. It is not an easy task to learn this language because our intelligent accent will keep it from sounding quite right when spoken. You can write some simple noobish of your own, however, by slamming your face into your keyboard repeatedly.

II. Where to find n00bs
On the internet, n00bs make their colonies on forums. They migrate in waves, usually on weekends, and proceed to clog up bandwidth with stupid questions and sometimes even stupid answers. If you happen to be unfortunate enough to be on a board large enough to attract migrating noobs, there will hopefully be authority in charge who is smart enough to take extermination measures before they can make nests and larger colonies. THE BANNER HAMMER is one form of authority.

Larger colonies can result in the mutation of some into spammers. Not commercial spammers, but pointless spammers. A noob can become one of these at any point, but the larger the amount of noobs, the more chance pointless spammers will appear.

Off the internet, noobs appear anywhere the focus is on learning or discussing something specific.

III. Behavior of noobs
Since noobs are basically ignorant bastards, they have a lot in common. The most often seen characteristic is their fluency in noobish, which is why it got its own section. They will also be very self confident as if they were the absolute best at what they are in fact the worst at. Also, they are quite agressive and self-centered, and tend to laugh a lot using many L's and O's in rapid sucession (the noobish word for laughing like an ultimate retard).

It is their instinct to assemble in packs for defense, and they often attempt to organize packs that they call teams. Unfortunately for them, teams usually result in a total loss of communication and they can often begin to fight amongst each other. These teams are quite unlike those formed by non-noobs.

Noobs have difficulty reading English and cannot comprehend the idea of authority.

Therefore, they have an all-out disregard for rules, basic or not. A good way to identify a noob (bad) vs. a newb (good) is to tell them (or have an authority tell them) which rule they are unknowingly breaking. If they respond with an apology and fix it, they are probably not a noob. If they react by insulting everything around them in rapid noobish and causing general mayhem, it is because they are a noob and have had a small seizure due to their inability to understand what is happening.

IV. Noob Religion
Noobs follow a variation of the 1337 (sometimes 7331) religion, in which they worship the number in odd rituals and put altars in their forum avatars and signatures. They often call themselves 1337, which experts say is somewhat like calling themselves godly in a human language. It's best to not interfere with their religious fantasies and practices because that can lead to a noob uprising, which can turn a forum to mush in less than a week.

V. More about noob habitats
Noobs often attempt to maintain their own web pages. Some common features of these lairs are a terrible lack of content, background music, lots of pointless animated gifs, and pages that say some variation of 'tHEir isnothinG H34r yEtt LOLLOLOL!111!1!!~~~!!`! 13371337', which means 'Nothing here yet' in noobish.

They will also have large, seemingly infinite marquees of 88X31 affiliate buttons replaced with red X's scattered here and there, and possibly a hit counter showing a number less than 100. These habitats are numerous but fairly easy to avoid because only noobs link to them. So if you can identify a noob, don't go to its homepage. Simple as that.

C. AVOIDING NOOBS

I. Make sure you aren't one
Note: This section is bilingual so even noobs can make the discovery if they haven't already.

English (T4lk)-

Read the above parts of this guide carefully. If you find yourself unable to comprehend any of it but are instead beginning to think about how great you are and how awesome 'teh 1337' is, you might want to take one of the many available online quizzes to check your noobancy.

Noobish (133713371337)- Liek, u gott4 re3D teh gudieCAREFUl1y and tehn OMG LIEK I AM R0XX0RZ ya anD ify 0u turn into teh reTARDED u gota go 2 MY WEBP4GE LOLLOLOL!!111~11 ad check 4 warez n stfuu. if u r a n00b go2HELL LOLLOLOlROFLMFAO11!!!11!!!! a/s/l pos gtg n00b suxx0rz ur b0xx0rz OLOOOLOLLLL HELP HELP HELP 1337133713371337

II. Major noob avoiding strategies
The main factor in attracting migrating herds of noobs is a large, active forum. If you find one of these, look to see if it has the management to avoid noob infestation. If not, look for a small or mid-sized forum that covers the same topic so you can enjoy your time there before the noobs find it.

Another way to keep noobs from interfering with your life is to become part of the authority on one of these forums. But that's often hard to do so you'll probably be better off avoiding larger forums first off. If you do manage to become part of the authority, however, take full advantage of it and establish extermination policies so that normal people can have a nice time without noob infestations.
Noob Talk: LAlWAlwalwalWAWLAWLAWA!~!~!~!!!11!!! 1M NOtttt N0000BZ

Omg they even have a religion, LOL [oops i mean haha] 1337 i always tot it stands for leet haha, daym..

anyway..

LAWLWLWL MY BL0g R3Ad3rz r sooo NooBZZZZ!!!!!1111 1337113337~!!!

.....end

WO WO WOAH~

2008-08-25T04:32:00.000-07:00

Brand new menu in Chef Joe's ownage Food Book

Its Red, Its Sweet and its chicken..

I present to you,

Flaming Red!!!

Very nice ! How Much ?!

1. fine chopped onion [1 onion]
2. dice-sliced potato [2 potato]
3. Chinese sticky noodle[those u eat when u sick.. I think its call MIN SIN] [depends on your tanki]
4. Chinese Barbeque Sauce [depends how sweet your are]
5. Tender Chickens [the more the better]

I haven't got a name for it... but I think I shall call it "The Chink" I know its not very chinesey... in fact it look like nothing you have ever seen before ! Its my secret recipe, thats why !

Anyway its quite easy to make but hard to perfect, I see alot room for improvement in this dish... almost feels like Play-Doh =.=''

Anyway mee so happy today cos I ws trippin balls [I don't expect most of u 2 underston so nvm, proceed]

Omg I heard one fella sing during Karaoke and this song is stuck in my head.. I kenot believe I nvr heard of it b4, its so good !!! from Justin Lo

側田-美麗之景 KTV

damn good man, seriously give it a go... the last part makes u wan 2 scream... seriously i wonder if i shld consider it to be a happy song or sad song, help me out liao

and also I found this orsm song.. I always loved it all this while but nvr got the chance to sing it in Karaoke bcos I keep forgetting.. seriously this song damn meaningful, I know it a thru a very emo boy[at tat time la] give it a try ay.

I can't provide lyrics bcos I find em... only can get pictures wid lyrics on it, so if can get give me la...

anywya holiday isn't as fun as i tot it wuld be.... Monday edy I feel so sien maybe I shld jst agree wid Bernard's quote la "weekdays u wait for weekends" =\

Wow~ o.O

2008-08-23T17:37:00.000-07:00

Last 2 nites I was fucked man.. I start off with friday 1st la, went for movies - tropic thunder, it was damn good... non stop laughter but I didn't understand some part cos my engrish noob so I am gonna get the dvd when it comes out.. Tom Cruise was da bomb in that movie man XD

after that we went pool hse, poor miles was pretty fucked due to .... anyway pool was average, for some reason everyone seem so dead... played a couple games and headed to monkey bar, had some light drinks and a lil dance... then not long after that Miles and his friends left ! without telling me !! wait actually I think they did told me something but it wasn't audible... loud musics =\ so only left me and jon, I saw this "fine" korean chiqs.. I put the inverted coma bcos from far they looked smoking hot and they had really hot groovin moves [so turned on to it] then I ma approach and talk to them... when I got closer "woah" look so not fine anymore =\ i oso no mood dy jst ask a couple gay questions and ciao... as me and jon were leaving, we saw vin and his gang... and so we got drag back in to monkey again =.= and this is where I had to drink non stop because vin is my tai lou[tai lou if ur reading this, next time spare me la !] then I took some pix bcos err I want to..

I think its called backdraft [80% but is reduced to 60% becos of the flame, correct me if im wrong]

I took alot pic while the bartender was doing the flame part and these 2 was the clearest one.

then I was kicked out for "puking" thx 2 george and vin who kept forcing me to drink, so I tot I jst pretend 2 puke as in spew the alcohol out.. it was at outside so ok la i tot... then the blardee bouncer told me to go home bcos I puke but wth I was more sober than his mother.. but no choice la, so we went to Mcdonald for a big feed and went bk home for dota till 7 in the morning >.< I know, no life la me... played wid nick, alex, leslie and keng yaw [lots of tension was goin on, lol]

AFTER THAT... fker jon force me go bball wid him at 9AM, I went there shoot some hoops and feeling I am falling asleep as I shoot em but no matter what the balls still cannot stop entering la which is annoying ! after that I couldn't take it anymore... I went home and straight collapse on my bed and sleep for 6 hours straight then woke up at 9... had dinner and go K World with nelson and joe... wow I wish I can divide this entry to Friday and Saturday eh... K World was packed ! we had to wait half and hour for a room... we started of sharing rooms wid Juno, it was his birthday.. then not long after Sera arrived and we went to her room too... but she panggil sibeh alot ppl and I don't know half of them and also hor.. they look so mature la =\ hmmm, omg they had special dish that day PIG EAR AND PIG STOMACH, those r like legend foods... I know to ang moh they might say "eww dirty asians" screw urself pls, those r godlike foods... its been so long since I had those, since I love em so much and it was cooked by a jason's father a blardee good chef, me and my friends ordered 6 plates of em o.O kenot stop eating man...

after that went to Monkey, trying 2 find fake ids for juno and nelson... one good thing abt "fake" id is that u can actually use someone elses and bcos ang moh think we asians all look alike... its very easy... I can actually take Jay Chou's passport and they will let me in hahahoho, went in there saw nick and a bunch of other friends... also had some drinks wid babes... had this cool drink called quickfuck - it actually taste good I think it has baileys in it yum... man on the dancefloor was blardee gay... me, juno, kaleb and joe was keep touching each others private part... I KNOW ITS... ARGHHH i don't know why I even join the penis attack game.. anyway heres some photos in da club

me and birthday boy

the boys~

the bruneians and me [poor lulus head kena slice 2 half =S]

the big family

i jst came bk from a bball game.. man im so "healthy" dance kao kao and play ball kao kao and drink kao kao... god save me pls =S

I am a freeman

2008-08-21T10:48:00.000-07:00

I finally nailed the bastards down, sat thru my exams today and feeling pretty confident about it, then finish up the essays not long ago.. gonna go print em out tmr n chuck em in the assignment box tmr and I am free !!

one week holiday here I come to take you with me =)

but as usual things doesnt always go my way, I bought a logitech webcam, notice I mentioned LOGITECH and a skullcandy earphone... the lady told me the earphone was out of stock so she helped me ordered but I had to pay in advance but I guess I can trust them since its NZ, I took my webcam home happily to test it out, thinking its logitech so hey! how bad can it be? and tell u what its even worse than a 1.3MP phone its utter rubbish I cant even see my face in it, I am so changing it man.. geez

I also hurt my finger in a bball game, seriously when am I gonna stop hurting myself I mean I don't play aggresively like diving for the ball or using force but it seems I always fucked myself up... hmmm

tmr is gonna b juno's bday, I wonder how tat fella is gonna celebrate it, he is go goin down man haha, can't wait !!

I also been watching ALOT of films recently such as DejaVu, InsideMan, American Gangster and City of God... most of em has got Denzel in it, he is by far one of my fav actor.. he is cool, bright looking and just fkn orsm la ! I gotta say dejaVu is pretty shit, it doens't make any sense... able 2 timetravel? and thats dejavu? ok la last part does make up abit but still nah... then insideman was a lil ridiculous at 1st but gets a lil better towards the end... left american gangster and city of god, american gangster is just fuckin brilliant, for those who thinks its boring.. i say they have pea for brain, its very deep and very entertaining... almost 3 hours long but its good dun let the title fool urself it aint non stop gangster actions..

City Of God has just became my fav movie of all time, it is incredibly good not a single dull moment, I almost feel like I am the boy in the movie.. its very saddening seeing their life like that... its set in Brazil, about gangsterism.. well actually more like 3rd world gangsters... very poor ones, only wears like.. slippers? and clothes... theres one part where I was so into it [the villain points a gun at a kid, prolly 5 years old AND !!! go watch urself] its jst too good, the film is also known as Cidade de Deus

this image sure looks very farmiliar to me.. i think it was release sometime ago when i was in msia but seriously.. how is that gonna attract me? but man how wrong was i... seriously folks if there is any films like that.. not those american bullshit where u get 24/7 non stop action... pls recommend em to me =)

lookin forward to my lovely holiday already.

SETIA WHAT???

2008-08-17T05:54:00.000-07:00

I just found out that I will not be a PJ boy by end of this year... I am gonna move to Setia Alam, which I have no freaking idea where is that.. Heng Keat told me its very kampung-ish but my bro said that place very developed, almost like putra jaya... he also said they are building a big city in a center of setia alam and lastly he said there is a bridge that connects NKVE to setia which is exclusively only for Setia Alam residents.. so my friends pls be so kind to enlighten me which is true which is not !!!

I have done some research on website... yes sounds lame but I have to !!! http://www.setiaalam.net/ a setia alam resident forum... most of the topic is lost dogs =.='' then wiki search results - http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Setia_Alam I feel so... don't know how to describe la.. the fact that I am no longer a PJ boy is almost gay, I used to know almost every place in PJ.. just name it and I will be there in no time but now... gah~~~~

but the good thing is... its near klang which means good food and also I been knowing a few Klang folks... so I guess its a good thing, no? well another good thing my bro mentioned is its near KL... so go clubbing nearer wo, sigh... please folks do make an effort and find out where the hell is setia alam and let me know, cheers

fav song atm, I know this song is old but its stuck inside my head !!!

Red Jumpsuit Apparatus - Face Down

Update

2008-08-16T20:53:00.000-07:00

Its been awhile since I updated on anything so I guess I should just update for the sake of updating la...

I bought my flight ticket dy, its on 13th of november and returning on 24th of feb [CNY finish edy by then?] it was quite annoying cos the price changes everytime I inquire its almost like some game puzzle... anyway I got the cheapest promo 1455 but must stop at brunei... which is dumb cos I have to fly up a lil then fly down to KL, I also got con cos the domestic flight price they told me was 114 which is cheap la but later only found out its actually a one way ticket... so I have to get the return one as well...

my ear is super big now, swell until I don't know how to describe... some ppl told me to remove the piercing but some people say just get a longer one as it keeps comin out... the fella din gave me a "butterfly" after I pierced, its a thing where u screws at the bk of ur ear to prevent it from getting loose... so to cut it short, its been a pain in the ass but its still in my ear atm...

been goin out quite alot recently, karaoke la, monkey bar la and eat out.. I am currently dead broke, staying by urself and to manage the money all by urself can b pretty hard especially for a person like me... who obviously loves food and loves to buy stuffs... come to think of it, I really don't mind returning to a nerdiology life, save cost, healthier and better grades.. wow good deal huh?

I guess thats pretty much all I have to say la... will try 2 give a better update some time soon =\

Oh yes~

2008-08-11T03:29:00.001-07:00

Yay, my 2nd ear piercing !!!... its the 2nd bcos actually I did one time before when I was bak in msia which is prolly 2 years ago, it was a louyah tattoo shop tat does almost everything so I ma tot go try lo, 6 bucks only... it was an indian lady a young one.. she din even ask me 2 get rdy then jst use the gun 2 shoot me *pak* i also like wan jatuh dy.... it din went thru completely resulting it came out when I was playing futsal and so i tot fk it la..

and now I decided to try again, since bernard recommends a jewellery store who r experts in this field, and wow they dun use gun.. jst a small machine to poke it thru, nvr terjatuh this time and it cost me 22 dollars, wow ! so *cheap*

then jst now, i got nth better 2 do and try 2 take it out... cos i tot need 2 clean it with the solution they gave me [msia they gave u nth...] and after cleaning it i cant put it bk !!! holy fuck... i even asked my flatmate 2 help but she scared she used 2 much strength and it sorta felt good since shes hot n shes playing my ear [sounds so wrong !!!] then i call bernard and ask how 2 fix this shit, all he said was u die la u die la u die la... scared me until... i used quite abit of strength to force it in, im very convince it went thru a new hole as it is hurting like hell, i jst blardee hope i dun get infection n shits...

neway, here it is ! =D

是你告诉我是谁

2008-08-07T04:44:00.000-07:00

These few days I have been waking up as someone else, its so weird... I would be like waking up, use my internet and check some mails.. then head out of the house and all of a sudden I saw some weird blonde hair human walk pass me !!! then only did it hit me in the face that I am still in New Zealand... its quite funny la actually, it happened 3 times dy... another time is I wear singlet, shorts and slipper then walk out and only notice its not 35 degrees but -5 degrees... I guess I terlalu home sick dy, haiz~

Last nite me mate, Bernard was sent to the hospital... emergency summore.. because he fell off from jonathan's back while trying to off the smoke alarm and I think we all know why he is doing that... anyway, it looked kinda bad~ had a really deep cut and you can see the flesh dangling out of his chin... nola !! not so serious just a cut well... u can still see those pinkish flesh in it, he insists that his jaws were disclocated when he look exactly the same, so we brought him to hospital and have him do some x-ray and stuff, while I was in the hospital... I suddenly started to think about the past, about when my grandparents was sent to emergency ward where the whole family was there, it was quite a scene... then of course I will never forget sending my dad to SJMC[Subang Jaya Medical Centre] at 160KM/H all the way from NKVE, dammit come to think of it , I am actually putting both of our lives at risk... but oh well, I was darn worried k.. and of course last but not least, the hideous scar on lower part of my tummy, I was claimed that I almost die... haha, don't know whether to laff or feel sad abt it, but nevertheless I am here blogging now... these feelings are very saddening but at the same time it also lets u know that u r living and u shld b blardee grateful abt it..

hmm, actually got alot more things 2 say one la... jst can't think of the right way of expressing myself or i'll end up repeating the same old crap...

oh btw I watched this chinese movie.. okok I know I am friggin outdated, I actually got the dvd when me bro n dad came over which is like april thisyear but baru only I watched it n wow its pretty good, simple story line with great casts and interesting plot, 江山美人 starring Donnie Yen [me fav chinky actor], Kelly Chen [ugh.. i gotta say her acting is a wee bit bad, face expression me thinks..] and Leon Lai [quite a funny combination of stars in a war film, seriously but it was all good !]

MV-隨夢而飛-電影"江山美人"主題曲

waaaa the song is so good man, very very happy song.. makes me feel like flying... haha I rmb me bro told me that I will d/l the song as soon as I finish the movie and bingo.. well actually his not 100% correct cos I downloaded it as soon as I watched that part, lol !!! the song very soothing la, the lyrics is a wee bit hard to read and sing tho but its kelly chen and leon lai man.. dem 2 r good singers aite ~

ok la, i shall stop here and start doing my assignments and craps =\

W00T !!!!

2008-08-03T00:00:00.000-07:00

*Note that this post is 100% not for SHOWING OFF, I am just too happy abt it thats y I am bloggin well actually more like putting picture or u can jst say showing off... WHATEVER LA !!!!*

Early of this year -

my good old vios [actually its pretty new >.<] and my bro's ex RX-8

then there is where my bro's "dark knight" comes in...

and then... now...

are you rdy?

I said are you rdy?

ARE U MASSAFAGGAS RDY ?!?!?!

HERE IT IS

WAIT !!!

*DRUM ROLLS*

*DISCO LIGHT FLASHING*

*I SHUFFLE AWHILE*

*HARDSTYLE MUSIC PLAYS*

OK LA OK LA

HERE IT IS...

W00T !!! ANOTHER FAIRLADY IN DA HSE, WHOS CAR CULD THAT BE? GO FIGURE AY...

WEEEEE, WAAAAA, YAHOOOOOO =DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

SO HAPPY OH >.<

3 MORE MONTHS I CAN SMOKE ALL THE FOTHERMUCKER WITH EASE.. OH OH OH HERES THE CHUN PART, well I am sure some of u will be wondering how the heck am I gonna pay the fkn petrol, 3k cc summore... well I am prolly getting a real cheap car for normal drivin around and special occasion only use that baby, so yeah... its gonna be fun !!!! hooo hooo haaaa haaaa !!!

三角志

2008-07-31T05:20:00.000-07:00

Omg this song ownz man, I remember the 1st I heard it was when I was hmmm form 5 or form 4? I was an angry boy back then... blames this blames that, I was sitting at the back of me moms car goin to tuition... I was so unhappy bt it, tuition was one of my least fav thing, it was 2 hour long [my uni lectures r only 50 mins...] and the teacher was a bitch, scolds u for not doing it correctly and ridicules u in many ways... anyway that was when this song was broadcasted on the radio, it was marvelous.. it reli did brighten my day, I did not know the meaning of this song at 1st but judging by the 3 word there, it has to do with love affairs n all that, so ya few weeks bk, I heard my fren singing it and it was amazing ! heres the song !

盧巧音 - 三角誌[KTV]

here is the lyrics, enjoy !

沒有這件事　妨礙我們
難道我和你　又會一樣
就算不是她　也有問題吧
早該分開　不該怪她

即使跟蹤你　來臨案發現場
牢牢看守著你　提防你搭上這一個她
下個她　都會趁我看不到誘惑你
明白如你要這樣易變心　哪到我害怕

就算她　跟你有段情
我也為你高興　用第三者身份見證
最不可靠是愛情　我們無人能得勝　再溫馨
仍不夠耐性　捱得到第四者　煞風景

當初喜歡你　其時你有別人
完全都因為我　才完結過去拋低了她
下個她　不過接替我當天那位置
情外情　轉了對象　別要太驚訝

沒有她　都會有別人
你我避免不過　混亂間將彼此錯過
有幾多故事最後　愛人仍然同一個　看清楚
誰都背叛過　誰亦曾被騙過

不知道　伴侶再換就更好
還是越來越退步　能讓路還是再賭
就算再三上訴　你爭我奪投進誰懷抱
誰話愛你註定　好心好報

第四者　跟你有段情
我也為你高興　外遇萬千燦爛像繁星
可惜那併發症　我們無人能得勝　再溫馨
仍不夠耐性　捱得到第五者　煞風景

this song reli suits me... well last month not now ! cos now I aint a emo bitch no more =)

omg 3 more months before I go msia, indo mee, maggi goreng, roti tissue and all that shit, u wait me ! U WAIT FOR ME !!!

Life

2008-07-27T18:27:00.001-07:00

Last nite was a super emo nite for me, when I say emo I don't mean like sitting my ass on the floor and start weeping, my style of emo is more like well... also sitting my ass at some place and begin to wonder about my life, stuff like like what have I achieved so far? or what wulda happen if I took the other path instead... I know everyone thinks about it but I guess I am just thinking too much about it, a sense of insecurity perhaps? I have been like that since young, its like I have a vision of the future, I remember when I was young I always tell my mother that I am capable of big things and in the future something bad will happen and I am the saviour for that day.. haha uber lame!! i know !! when I was young, my imagination is very wild, not erotic way la.. I was very cautious and aware of my surrounding even till today, thats why when someone taps my shoulder I almost have the intention to throw him on the floor and also I am a super sensitive sleeper, a drop of pin wuld wake me up.. ok thats too fake but reli I am very sensitive to sound or lights thats y I can never sleep with a tiny wee bit of lights on or sounds.. sad huh?

so ya, I have been thinking if the road I am walking the right one for me? almost feels like the poem road not taken... I truly understand how it feels now, I have been thinking what wuld I be studyin if I took science stream instead of arts or what wulda happen if I took action that night or if I could just muster my courage to express myself and not store everything inside me, oh yes.. I am very good at that, I might appear all chilly and slumber but I have alot things contain inside me [shit, feels so lex] but after 1 nite of deep thinking, I came out with a conclusion.. I should.. really should be happy with what I have now and keep moving forward, the reason for my "emoness" started after watching liu hao chu kou [no.6 exit] its abt a bunch of kids who always loiter in the town, doin stupid stuff everyday, getting hurt and jst try have fun every single moment and of cuz theres big love affair... and then bla bla the one of them gone missing and the search began, and later find out she went to freeze herself !!! no kiddin, its reli sad and stupid in many ways.. I liked it and I hated it too, it makes me wonder what wuld i be doing if i did not finish high skul or flung all my exams, wuld i b like the kids in that movie?

I will nvr stop wondering all this thing, no 1 can help and I can't help myself either... I guess it will haunt me till the day I die, life for me now is jst too good, study, eat, sleep and assignment... we really have no sufferings compared to other unfortunate ppl all over the world, don't tell me ur love problems those r created by urself... ur jst making urself to think ur suffering but actually ur not !

was toking to meng yen and a couple msian friends, to know that I have so many friends who cared for me reli makes me feel happy and I reli appreciate ur concerns and that makes me feel like sharing my good ol times pix... AGAIN, yes again haha

the two girls who help shaped my life [both gave me hard times and good times... errr sound so wrong, aiya u noe what i meant can dy la]

oh how i missed my old hair, i reli liked it... come bk 2 me hair !! [im jst picking out my fav pix out of every event I had in the past and this one was with yuen see n lisa =)]

everything happens for a reason and there is always pros n cons in everything example this cycling trips good thing was I FINALLY LEARNED HOW 2 CYCLE.. which i'll prolly forgotten how now and the bad thing was I made a fool out of myself and was uber tired... and now outside my window is pouring rains indicates i shuld skip class AGAIN MWAHAHA

and also the good old class gatherings which also again has its pros n cons, good thing is get to catch up and the bad things is we look like bunch of massafaggin thugs ! there was like 20 of us walking around pyramid? insanezzz and oh oh amily a.k.a. jia xin looks fineeeee in this pic [i told u din i? shes got the po-po-potential, arrrrr]

and also the embarassing times where i tot i stood a chance but actually i was jst dreaming, haha DAMN PAISEH OMG !!! >.<

the lame times, go join msia dance performance when I KNOW I WAS WAY TOO GOOD FOR THAT !!! jesus christ ! oh well at least I learned something [ppl cant dance actually thinks they r good]

and also the uber random times where we have dj goldfish sitting at the back with real smoking hot babes... oh well dj GOLDFISH MA, WHO JST PLAYS THE DAMN SONG FROM A CD, MY DOG ALSO CAN LA ZZZZ HAHAHA got scratch abit la... but abit oni hor

and theatre class it was fkn good, had alot of fun and also I get to see ppls true personality... really it does, everyone wans to outshine and so when they get a bad role they will scream at u, acts like an ass all day and shits... still very good experience for I get to see the girl whom I liked alot, her ugly side and it WAS UHGREE !!!

good ol maison times, its very funny cos I always liked all my friends to be friends... if u noe what i mean and that nite they actually dont need me to introduce haha, classic

doing assignments n shits bk in taylors... seriously taylors taught ME ALOT OF SHITS, from a to z... I reli regret tat I only stayed there for a year... haiz, miss y'all adpians =)

and also the times where I reli wan a photo with this car model and wuld u look at what im wearing.. geez so.... i dunno what 2 say [the rain is getting lighter shuld i go to class? =\]

and the ultimate fucked times where me and yong had to take care of 1,2,3 ... 7!!! GRAVELY drunk asses, notice I mentioned gravely meaning they are incapable of even STANDING on their feet, thats fucked but nevertheless interesting, some of them were virgin clubbers too and I am glad to know some of them r clubbing even more than I can haha =)

the childish times, I remember I was being the biggest jerk to sze ming.. insisted we do lame stuff for our presentation but he managed of cuz he managed to talk some sense into me haha

the homo times haha !

getting some random girl pregnant n force to marry her.... HAHAHA NOLA IT WAS THEATRE CLASS, it sure gives me this weird feeling tho.. the girl was kinda hawt =)

wuld u look at that outfit of mine?? i reli luv it.. shuld wear like tat n hit the club haha !!! and what was i doing? crying while shuffling? nola cos that scene was when a guy confess to me and there was a big ass love affair goin on so im suppose to look like im weeping while getting rdy to punch someone and I did get to punch someone hahaha !

the... unbelievable times.... as usual learned my lesson =\

and also not to forget the "woi alex stop it la" moments, shit i posted so many of msian friends photo, i still got nz ones !!!

last one from adp, reli had alot conflicts back then.. n i reli regret ever being to mean to some of them... i reli do =( [hey the rain is starting to get heavier again =D]

NZ TIME....

truly beautiful scenery, jst a piece of green land and a shiny sun... i wuld so live there.... when i am old =) [look at my noob hair ...]

the crazy k world times... sing drink sing drink smoke sing drink !!!! wooo ....

the crazy monkey bar times... oh i reli miss jing[he was a GOOD friend] the class starts at half n hour time... shuld i go anot !!!

the brother-sister moments =\

the blardee pic who made lots of ppl askin if we were couples... FOR THE LAST TIME WE R NOT !!! NOT N-O-T ! NOT....

I am a very diversify person.. I hate racism !!! and I hate those idiots who say "ewww [a race] no way !!!] screw urself pls

shit i reli look like some big time gangsta, haha.. good times !

the uber emo times *clears throat* only 1 fella will truly understands this pic hahaha, u noe who u r !

and my camwhore303 sessions....

and that is about it, the whole of 2008 so far, reli lookin forward to the big holidays but 1st have to take down those bitches comin up soon u noe who i mean, oh if luck is on my side i shuld b bk in msia by 14th or 15th of november, blardee damn early huh? hmmm

and here is a song I dedicate to all of u, its my fav song.. it gives me hope and i can almost feel it, the message they r trying to tell us... i dunno exactly what but it gives me a feeling its abt hope, do not fret, keep trying and someday u will succeed =)

and that concludes my post, nah !!! always say no updated make sure u read the whole thing !!!

Batman Dark Knight

2008-07-24T03:57:00.000-07:00

I just watched it few hours ago and I believe that was the earliest time in Dunedin, New Zealand that audiences can actually what the show.. when I came out from the cinema, I was blew sky high.. it was totally amazing, never had that magical moment for quite some time, the other time I had it was after watching SpiderMan 2... Dark Knight was fkn orsm !!!

The thing I like most from the movie was the villain and without further guessing, its the JOKER,

He is by far... the best villain ever !!! fkn brilliant lo, such a waste that heath ledger past away, now no one else can ever replace that role =(

seriously this movie is too good, the plot, the action and everything was superb ! worth every single penny spent, eventho still blardee expensive... with a student id its reduced to 12.50 times by 2.5... hmm... oh well... BUT THE FOCUS IS JOKER !!!
HE IS JUST TOO DAMN GOOD AT IT, his presence sure gave me a fright and he is uber yeng in the movie apart when his wearing the nurse outfit la [oops spoiler]

and he is famous line - why so serious is jst super yeng, I am having it as my ringtone now lol... haiz... i reli dunno what else 2 say, all i can say is pls pls pls go watch or u will regret, dun give me shit like wait for the dvd n etc, its seriously damn good, 3 thumbs up [if i have the 3rd one]

so ya, go watch it and u'll know what i mean

WHY SO SERIOUS !??!!?!?

Chinky eye test

2008-07-19T22:08:00.001-07:00

This is really really really awesome shit, damn blardee funny as well... its called the chinese eye test, in another words its meant for chinese but y'all other big eye folks can do it as well if u jst "sepetkan mata lu" or narrow ur eyes or jst make urself look like a chink !

THERE, its really orsm how this test works... well actually its not a thing that chinese with narrow eyes can see... i mean i have narrow eyes but I have even narrowed it to see whats the actual word or just squint ur eyes a lil bit, note the words is in english so keep trying till u get it !!!

haha, this shit reli cracks me up badddd !!!

NO SEX CAUSE BAD EYES !!!! HAHAHAAHAA

woah~

2008-07-19T10:00:00.000-07:00

I saw this vid from amily a.k.a. jia xin a.k.a. hui xin's blog, the dude in the video is actually her brother, her bro joined astro talent quest and sang this amazing song... I find it really good and his got real talent, I think one day he will make it big and I really hope for those in msia to vote for him if he is still in the competition that is, so here it is, amily's bro singing a song about china sze chuan earthquake crisis, very touching..

quite yeng la but of cuz I more yeng, MWAHAHAHA ~

p.s. I run out of things to blog, sampai need 2 steal vid from ppls blog n blog abt it haha, daym =(

Pump the massafaggin bass !!!

2008-07-16T21:14:00.000-07:00

Listenin to TNT - SECOND MATCH [TNT'S HARD TREATMENT]

YES THE SONG DOES SOUND VERY WRONG IN MANY WAYS BUTTTTTT its my drug !!!! i listen to it more than 100 times but i still never get bored of it, I LUV THE STARTING PART AND THE LAST PART... ITS UBER CATCHY AS AND FKN ADDICTIVE, GOSH ITS MY RAVERNESS SPEAKING HERE..

HERE IT IS, LISTEN TO IT IF UR ANGRY. HAPPY, EMO, TIRED OR JST ANYTHING IT WILL GET U UP UP AND ABOVE HIGHNESS !!! I am not hinting anything abt drugs n shits... and of cus u wan no part of that shit, its very bad mkay...

ok this is a reli random weird post, but hey its my blog... dun like it? fk off

*off to fengtao"

P.S. OH SHIT THEN I WAS LOOKIN AT YOUTUBE N I FOUND AN AWE FKN SOME SONG BY TNT TOO !!!

HOLY SHIT, MORE THUMPING BASS MASSAFAGGAS !!!

New semester !!!

2008-07-14T06:37:00.000-07:00

This post is actually mainly for alex, since he wants to know hows my 2nd semester n shits... kepoh-nya

well lets start off with the subjects im taking this sem

FIME201 -FILM HISTORY
FIME203 -FILM GENRE
TOUX101 -TOURISM FOR NOOBS...

well it says film n tourism n shits but they are all actually pretty boring, for film history we have to watch black and white movies... NOT just black and whites theres also no voice or whatsoever... so what do we have colourless and speechless, kewl..

film genre is slightly better tho, its more on hollywood movies.. not very new ones but still better than nth =)

as for tourism, I attended the 1st class today... I saw a friend of mine, how "q" she is actually majoring in tourism o.O wooo~

anyway the new semester is here, its all gonna be lectures, tute, screening and ASSignments again n again... can't say I hate em I actually kinda miss them but then again when there is too much of it I will start whinning, humans.. never satisfied [a known fact, the chinese character for the word "greed" has a chinese character of "human" in it, I guess it shows even in characters huh?"

Btw I am such a hypocrite, I said that I will pretend nth happen and go bk to the way it is... today when I saw them at gym... theres this weird ass feeling crawls up to me and I feel like I am gonna explode soon, not out anger but jst wanting to go away from em... what a weakling eh? well I guess sooner or later I still have to confront em so I will work out something soon.. hopefully =\

jobs jobs jobs, its so hard to find em seriously... but I managed to get one... its actually like a drug test, no they not gonna give me boobs I already have em but its more like examining ur blood and stuff like that, they won't inject shits into me... rite? oh well and in return u get a 50 dollar new world voucer [a hypermarket] wow? at times like this I really want to consider the zentech nonsense[a drug test center where they inject u with weird ass stuff and keeps u in a room for 1-2 days and see what comes out of u... sounds pretty wicked huh? in return u get like a few hundred bucks... but I heard most of the ppl who does it got some shit ass side effects, ewww... no thx]

Jing is leavin soon too, for those who dunno who Jing is.. his my mate from China, his by far the coolest China dude I have ever known [not that I know many china folks o.O] but yea, jst by a glance u can tell his a real intelligent fella, his from queenstown and works in a hotel [high position if im not mistaken] eventho I only know him for less than a month but it sure feels like ages, oh well gonna miss u... therefore we gonna have ONE MASSIVE NITE OUT this weekend !!! whos wid me???

oh I noticed I am getting the blogging feel back, this can go all day long man.. woot ! I also started playing dota bak recently.. was playing wid HK JOE[he was said to be twice as good as me, jon and nerd said that...] but to me he was just average player maybe on par with me or slightly better... thats not two times ma fren... prolly quarter I'll say? haha.. man it sure feels weird trying to play it bk again, forgot so much abt what i shuld buy, do n stuff... but yeah at least I got something to keep me busy =)

ok la, u all must b tired reading my "all about me, me and me post" I really wish I can get more photos... well what else can I get anyway.. u all have already saw my campus, my place and the clubs... hmm how bout this, u tell me what u wan 2 c and I will try 2 snap it for ya... foods, historical location, babes n etc [I am currently in dunedin so don't go ask for sky tower... and for babes... there is risk involve so I might charge for that XD]

ok la... tmr got class summore from 1-2 then 3-9 !!! wow !!! terrific !!! long hour classes FTW !!! [fuck my timetable hard lo...]

Goodbye my lover !

2008-07-13T06:16:00.000-07:00

Man recently I have been an emotard, so emo I can even cut your wrist ! was thinking so much about it.. so came to losing control... wait a minute I did lose control, lol.. it all happened so quick, one after the other... it almost feels like its a chest game... I understand that we all deserves the best or will choose the better over the others, its only normal... humans are superficial and thats a well known fact [ferrari or kancil?] like duh =.='' so yeah, after that night I realized how stupid I was, really stupid... I think that was the stupidest thing I have ever done in all my life, pfft... I am very very sorry for those of my friend whom I offended heavily that night, I know you all cared for me but still I acted like that.. I am really sorry about it, really...

I have been seeking "consultation" from several folks, friends and family but the most useful one was from my mom and it is after that very phone call that I decided to blog this entry, she told me nowadays the game rules has changed... it doesn't work like how you watch in the movies, girls are cunning and deceitful... you have know the game plan before you can initiate anything, she also said everything lies on the palm of your hand and whatever decision you make will be yours and you shoudln't regret about it, I really thank all those who cared for me... and no thanks for those who pretended nothing happen...

I finally woke up from this nightmare, it has been a tough one but sure as hell I won't repeat the same mistake... tho I am still recovering but I reckon I can get over it real soon... all I can do is congratulate them and wish them all the best, I am gonna act normal again, I ain't gonna avoid anybody no more... just like the old wise man said "its you who are losing not me"

I actually felt much better now, I felt like I have a learned a whole bulky chapter of life experience and its so gonna help me in the future... and yeah I am so not gonna play the lousy boring "MR. Nice Guy" it blows ! its not even fun, people calls you when they have troublem and people make use of you but when they realized that they can't rip any benefit out of you, they just chuck you aside... so yeah, wtf seriously... sorry Richmond but the strat is gonna change =)

I am gonna focus on my goals now, work hard on them and succeed on em for "the best revenge is success" Tupac... and of course all in all I believe in karma, always have so whatever I am getting now, you will get em too... good luck dealing with it soon *winkz*

p.s. My mom actually said I was such a pussy, she meant that I loves to dance and sing therefore I should be the kind of guy who don't really gives a shit about anything and maybe I WILL, since my bro jin told me this "don't be too serious in life for you will never get out of it"

Red angry emo kid is gone

but peeping tom and happy go lucky me is back "hello "lil sarah""

p.p.s.s or whatever [lots of bones and spikes in my entry eh? well sorry bout that and I hope it didn't hurt you as much as it hurt me =\]

我不甘心

2008-07-10T09:06:00.000-07:00

Hmmm... I really don't know what to blog about man... but I guess I can use video/song to describe my current condition and I have got one for you guys..

Jay Zhou 周杰伦~你比从前快乐

Sigh...

Screwed101

2008-07-07T06:14:00.000-07:00

Once again the demon has come for me and this time he came with a big pile of shiets !!!

I just realized studylink stopped paying me for 2 weeks... ok before I proceed lemme explain a lil bout studylink [studylink is sponsored by goverment to loan residence or permanent residence, which is me... basically they give u money weekly, there is no interest rate at all which is awesome but there are terms and conditions applied] so I failed to meet one of it which is taking at least 3 subjects per semester... I only took two because I was told I can still get money from studylink even when I only took two but NO, they want me to take 3 so I am in deep shit... I am blardee broke, they pay you like 150 dollars a week which is just enough for me to cover rent and a lil bit of other random bill but now... I don't know where to dig up money for my landlord, not to mentioned his an arse.

Then I was turned down for the job application this morning, all my dream about living the american dream is gone *poof* so I desperately need job now due to my current condition... even as a hitman I will do it man !

I also spent too much recently on karaoke, clubbing n shits.. I only left like 200 plus left in my account and I still need to pay my internet bill and power bill real soon... sigh, did I told you I did not go groceries for almost 3 weeks? I am still eating the stuff I bought like 3 weeks ago... I can't complain tho its my fault for spending like a whore...

sigh, the other gay thing is now I have to add a random subject and I haven't got a clue yet... was considering these few - tourism, theatre, visual culture and social work, they are 101 papers tho... I really have no time for another big one, tourism is currently 1st in my list cos I noticed hospitality or tourism, whatever u call it is currently hottest in the market well... as in one of the few main knowledge u need in most work field.. so yeah, I hope I can benefit from em besides I got Bernard and Jonathan as my guide, they are both doing hospitality course in polytechnic, its like a sister school to University of Otago..

I also did the stupidest thing today... I went and buy myself a cap... knowing my current situation, I really don't know what was I thinking... the cap is really awesome, it fits my big head nicely and its really warm [I have never got any cap which fits my head perfectly before] and it was on sale ! gosh... still very silly of you, joe... do note that I have never shopped for any clothes, accesories or stuff like that before in NZ besides the time when my dad was here for a couple of days... oh well all I need to do now is add tourism paper then clarify things up with studylink and also apply for OD [OverDraft, my backup plan to save my ass..]

haihz...

Snowy snowy nite!!!

2008-07-04T21:11:00.000-07:00

Man its been snowing quite frequent here but the snow never stacks up on the ground which sucks, but still whenever I see pieces of fluffy snow falling from the sky... it calms me.. really.

and the most canggihfied is clubbing in a snowy nite !! ga ga ga

standing outside of Monkey Bar while enjoying the sight of snow

lao ba, jon, me and jing [oops whats that im holding]

oops caleb's head kena potong

ok fine, let me make it up 2 u *muakz*

Jo, Louis, Louises gf, bernard and jing

=)

richard n me [tat dude is leaving nz for good, sigh.. gonna miss his arcade racing madness, giler canton karaoke and his sharp shooting in bball =(]

nerd n him

wod jo in it, everyone wans 2 take a pic wid him before he leaves.. u shulda charge them for taking pic wid u man [reminds me of those fucked up tbs students... "ooo i got a evo, u wanna snap a pic wid it? 3 bucks each photo tee hee, GO TO HELL LA!!!]

it was so damn cold tat I had to called a taxi to home... im guessing it was at least -5-8 degrees >.< jesus christ

ANYWAY, mr chef joe has got some new dish to introduce to y'all folks, u rdy? u damn sure matey?

HERE GOES !!!

TADAAA !!! ........... you cant b serious rite? tats ma dish? ok la it was long long time ago when I used premade carbonara sauce and nothing else... but

this is how it looks like now, it even comes wid a cup of coffee... anyone interested?

and heres a close up pic of my fine dish, after stirring... it has loads of pork mince, potato slices, cheddar cheese and some black pepper to spice up ur tastebud XD

ok la... why all spaghetti...so ity lol, i used a pack of nasi goreng perencah sauce tat my father brought for me to try something new...

and here it is..

mee goreng [shit almost looks like mamak indomee goreng]

taste... ma ma dei only bcos i used lousy egg noodle which doesnt absorb the sauce tat well... oh well like jo said cooking is adventurous... its all abt trying new stuff =)

so stay tuned for my new dishes soon

Thx changster !!!

2008-07-02T05:13:00.000-07:00

holiday has been A okay, there r time where I sit my ass at home 24/7 and also times where I am "hugging the toilet bowl" [Brandon's quote]

Here are some photos I manage to dug from my phone and thought I should share em with my friends =D

drinkin at nerds place - beers, jagermeister and chips... it was blardee fun I tell ya, we played Hee Kiats infamous game and got the girls uber drunk, even made them look like fools, lmaobbqzzz
[I also learned 3 magic tricks from Jing, a cool dude from China.. and guess what its no cheap trick its like those you watched on tv... need to practice somemore !!]

hopping on one leg and blardee drunk too, LAWL !!!

then I know how to cook dy !!! goodbye maggi mee, instant foods and etc !!

Here is my already boiled spaghetti noodles and my ingredients I will be using - Red potato, onions and pork mince. O.O

My uber pasta sauce, with chunky potato, fine chopped onion and delicious pork mince !!

My final product !!! 5.1 star !

OWNAGE !!!

I cooked butter chicken today, but had to asked the leong sisters to help... cos there is still lots of things for me to learn !!! ganbateh !!!

then I also got some souveniers from changster !!!

Dunkin Donuts all the way from Auckland, it tasted.... good ! he.. he... well if compared to big apple or jco, then kenot la but nevertheless is a donut that travelled thru airplane to reach my mouth

Donut which sat on an airplane before =)

you think only one donut as souvenier and I would be tat happy? sorry but I am quite realistic... lol so what else did I get??

*drum rolls!!!*

TADA !!! GOOD BOY GONE BAD SHOT GLASS, LIKE WOT???? I fucken love it man !!! I really like shot glasses especially those with canggih word and this ownz, it almost sounded like Rihanna's album good girls gone bad...? uhhh anyway thx chang chang !!!!!

*getting ready to use that shot glass during next drinking session =D*

oh btw I had a job interview today, it went rather ok.. but the manager asked me a couple of question which I find it hard to answer... such as what did you study when your in ADP[sorry to say but I only remembered dota, pool, ac and... salmon steak during my college days =(] and also the worst question ever - what is ur expected salary ?? I fkn paiseh ok !! how to answer ?? "hmm I think I am worth at least 20 dollars per hour".... no !!! I can't do that, so I answered "I don't know, what do you reckon I should get?" fkn stupiak !!!

the job is night auditior la, its basically a job where u keys in data on what time the customer wishes to get a morning call and the likes of it [oh did I mention its a job in a hotel?] and also in charge of customers checking in and checking out, its actually a blardee good job, good experience and my friends said it is similar as being a manager cos ur the biggest during the night time [sounds like night stalker only..] so yah, I am definitely keen but then... its from 10:30PM to 7:00AM and cannot take leaves even during exams !!! and thats a major turn off... oh well, its not like I am getting the job for sure, I will only know the answer by next week.. so meanwhile, keep hunting for jobs !!!

[I am gonna give bluesky a try =\]

Diablo 3?!?!?!

2008-06-28T18:55:00.000-07:00

OMG

Diablo 3 is coming out ! but don't know when... as usual its gonna take ages, so I guess I shouldn't put my hopes too high =\

was watching various game footage, man it looks really interesting.. but it doesn't really give you the "diablo" feel instead its more like a typical D&D[Dungeon and Dragon] game... oh well, it has to be good rite? its blizzard man =)

here is a lousy quality trailer but loads fast...

and here is the good quality but takes super long to load..

Part 1
its a video showing a high level barbarian, so many new features n stuff, ownzzz

Part 2
its a continuity from the 1st part, I haven't watch it yet.. so I don't know whats in the 9 min vid... I am guessing a boss fight? =D

man I am such a game freak but of all the RPG, I prefer D&D style, Neverwinter Nights the most the 1st one not the 2nd one... I am currently playing the 2nd one, its quite bad compared to the 1st one =\

Holiday coming to an end soon.... I think =(

Life Entries

2008-06-26T05:03:00.000-07:00

To my Malaysian friends, remember how I always complained I was being such a loner and life here is a bore.. and I was still complaining about it few days ago until today it hit me... hey, I am no longer the way I was used to be.. I mean I got friends to party, to play pool and even karaoke... that is all I ever wanted from this place... actually more than I asked for and therefore I should be glad... but I guess humans will never be satisfied but still I am living a better life than before besides the money flowing out of my wallet like a river, lol

its half way through now... another semester finish and I will be going back to my mother land and have fun, as usual I am always worrying what if things were not like the way they used to be... but I guess what comes.. comes what goes.. goes, go wid da flow I guess, but still I can't decide whether to go back as soon as my exams finishes or work here for a month.. finding jobs here isn't exactly easy, to be honest it is actually easier to find jobs in Malaysia.. I am not saying folks here are racist or anything, but it is just harder.. like now I am applying for a part time job for next semester cos I am only going to take 2 papers next sem so I should have plenty of time to earn some extra cash... so far I have dropped 6 cv's, none of them ring me up yet, which suck balls... I really hope I get a job man, I am broke as...

another thing is I realized I have been pursuing this goal of mine, I don't know if its even progressing.. from what I know there have been happy times and also the sad times.. it was also my first time to not give up no matter how many times I have been shot down, usually I would hate them for it but this time I am standing up each time I was turned down.. its pain but at least I know that I can actually do it.. I have done taking advice from others and hearing opinions about what they think, I am turning 20 this year and I should be able to think for myself.. I haven't really come to any solutions yet but I guess I will just go wid da flow..

p.s. thx for not wanting to what u were suppose to do tho, I really wouldn't know how to react if I found out it was all just a lie.. but I guess thats just life, live wid it.

I also find out that my blog has been rather quiet... my friends don't visit it so much anymore... may I know why? boring content? busy? or...?

- I am asking this not bcos I wan more hits or anything, I just... miss u guys =)

fav song atm

make your own kind of music, sing your own special song~

Mama Cass Elliott - Make Your own Kind of Music [from LOST]

Mid winter fest

2008-06-23T00:56:00.000-07:00

it was few days ago.. not sure when is it exactly... i reli am not in the mood to blog but since people keep telling me to update n shits, i'll do it for the sake of doing it !!!

mid winter festival, as the name says it... its middle winter festival which means winter is... just... half.... way.... done, sob sob

the festival was rather fun, i was expecting it to be a small carnival alike with a bit of lantern display and small performances... BUT !!!

it was blardee awesome, the had fireworks for maybe about 10-15 minutes, of cuz not as canggihfied as malaysia 31st la but still 1st time i see fireworks in nz man..

when we reached there, it was packed!!! like reli reli packed... i almost tot it was a rave party... there were band performances, stores selling food, random performances on the side of the road and random people dancing on the street...

the band performance, the music was really good similar to scottish bagpipe but more lively la since got guitar and drums accompanied wid it

dunedin a.k.a silent hill is actually filled with humans? no way..

me and ma sis, amy changster

me and nancy from china... ling asked me if she was my gf... i was like huh?!?! do we look like a couple? ........ errr no? of cos not !

then there were some random people doing capoeira.. slow mo of break dance

then we went to poolhse, miles came along but he was... like gone... really gone, I was so shocked cos Miles is like the best drinker ever known... can down like 12 beers n still stay sober is actually wasted standing in front of me ?!?!?! thats like LMAOLOLBBQZZZZ he was so funny the whole night, saying random stuff n shits, good times !

errr.. dont ask me

then went to k world n sing for while... to kill time, lol... it was damn fun, I sing all the boyband shits take that and 911, woot !!!

then lepas tu went monkey... like again? yarh =.=''

kelly, josephine and the so called hottest indon- angel.. well shes fine and all but noella ownz, for those who know noella put ur hands up n tell me shes the finest indon !!! woot !!

alcoholic !!! i drank heaps that day too >.<

and now im gonna go nerds hse to drink again BUT its fucking jagermeister i mean yagoomaster !!! woot richmond ur fav drink eh?

aite, im done brogging... adios ~

Holiday is here.

2008-06-20T20:37:00.000-07:00

Holiday is finally here!!! I am actually not too happy about it... cos its pretty much the same as usual stay at home watch drama, play games and hit the clubs during weekend.. well except no shitloads of work la which is good !

Anyway, my flatmates have already moved out few minutes ago, sigh... I hate them but I like them =\ guess I should give them a call sometimes to do abit of catching up.. lots of the stuff in the flat like can opener, plates, and etc belongs to one of my flatmate and he took all of em away.. which means I don't really have much things to use... which means two things ! one I am eating maggi mee [imported from malaysia] and two I need to spend money to buy those stuffs... did I mention I am dead broke =(

before Ali who is one of my flatmate left I borrowed his vaccum cleaner to give my room one good cleaning... well the floor is definitely much cleaner now.. no more bits and pieces of potato chips, finger nails and.. tissue papers, lolx

this is how it looks like now -

thats ma bed where all the dream happens *winkz* then those 2 boxes are laptops for sale, really good spec its even better than my desktop... interested?

and thats my life, I cannot live without it.. its got so much of my lives in it-drama, games, msn and etc

Thursday nite was damn fun, went to a bar with Miles, Jonathan and Nerd... had a couple of drinks.. finally get to taste my yager bomb again, gosh it was the bomb ! later that night we went to caleb's house party... when we got in he was sitting there like a dead fellow.. I thought he was wasted but his lips was white colour o.O and he seems really out of space, I couldn't fogure out why but soon I realized he took weed... and he took alot ! he was fucking stoned ! poor bastard... we continued drinking 48 bottle of beers we bought from countdown without him and fern, we then played the ever so popular game created by hee kiat and also a couple more heavy stuff... its really good for people who wants to go from A to D! fast

I was apparently "drunk" all I remember was that I took a short nap on the couch BUT I hear different stories from others.. such as pulling peoples pants down which is like WTF?? so I was sleep walking or something? well it was embarassing but not embarassing enough... you won't get to see me 100% drunk, besides I am the type who emos when I am drunk so I won't go babbling the so-called "truth" or anything else that matters =P

anyway Friday night was even better ! went to the monkeys ! saw the usual Jap chiq gang, Nancy my china friend, the foundation chiqs and others not so important lol...

Nancy and me

asha me and curie

asha and curie

kumi.. or kurigh? err nvm... jo thinks she looks like ju on o.O

naughty naughty

it was overall one of the best night I ever had... dah lama tak xperiens siok-ness jenis ni EL OH EL

the worst part was walking home, the whole road was glittery... in another words its all frost up... if only I have a piece of board, I would slide back home all the way but NO !! instead I have to walk while spreading my legs wide open just so I won't pokai !! it was tiring and worrying zzz

the floor was super glittery... oh that smoke was my breath, that night was easily -5 degrees... I so the miss malaysia weather, doesn't matter even if I sweat non stop....

sigh, 2 more weeks to slack, yum..

ai wo - danson tang

2008-06-15T17:55:00.000-07:00

I dedicate this song to YOU

Since the vid already got pin yin, I'll just post the chinese lyrics..

亲爱的我只求拥抱你一秒让心跳解释没有了你不能跳
再一次因为你把自己燃烧哪怕这世界毁灭我也只要你)

爱我

不明不白的一个闷热下午忽然梦见你的脸过分清楚
褪色的墙袭击了我的床铺我的呼吸想念着你的特殊
狂风暴雨之中我是勇敢的树等待你会疲倦停在我的保护
失去多久才够接受爱的残酷为何你要放弃了这全部

亲爱的我只求拥抱你一秒让心跳解释没有了你不能跳
再一次因为你把自己燃烧哪怕这世界毁灭我也只要你爱我

音乐不停在房间掩饰孤独也停不了你声音那些起伏
放下一切我还是会不幸福因为未来没有你不叫幸福
狂风暴雨之中我是勇敢的树等待你会疲倦停在我的保护
失去多久才够接受爱的残酷为何你要放弃了这全部

亲爱的我只求拥抱你一秒让心跳解释没有了你不能跳
再一次因为你把自己燃烧哪怕这世界毁灭殆尽我只要
分开我打坏我看看我的好任凭你感觉我对你的戒不掉
再一次把心动用你来套牢交换一辈子等你我都嫌太少爱我

亲爱的我只求拥抱你一秒让心跳解释没有了你不能跳
再一次因为你把自己燃烧哪怕这世界毁灭我也只要你爱我

亲爱的我只求拥抱你一秒交换一辈子等你我都嫌太少

after trying hard to understand the entire lyrics, it actually... enlighten me in many ways !!! especially the last part - 交换一辈子等你我都嫌太少 exchanging my entire life waiting for you is still consider very little... ok la, I shall wait, wait, wait and wait... =D

ai wo !!!

Good Fun

2008-06-15T01:52:00.000-07:00

After coming back from club at about 6 slept till 11 and decided to accompany Jo go donno what fabric sale, it was at Moray Place which is approx 40 mins of walk from where we stay..

the place was situated beside the First Church, yes it does sounds very canggih..

canggihness

it was so canggih that I decide to snap one picture for now...

then we went to the fabric sale which is located beside the church

when we arrive, there were so many fabrics lying all over the table... they appeared in all sizes and colours... honestly I didn't know what to do when I got in.. it was like "I like the colour of this fabric and... I buy it rite? then.... what?"

Jo the expert in this sorta things was busy choosing cloths... I mean fabrics

smile so fake one =.=''

we were there for quite long, I actually bought some myself.. I don't know what to do with them... I don't do knitting or any of that... guess I will just use them as table cloth or make them to sarung, I bought like 4 types and it cost me $6.30 and dear Jo bought like so banyak which costs her $38...

then ! we decided to sneak in to the First Church ! ok la anyone can visit the church, it serves as a tourist attraction if I am not mistaken.

so we signed up for the most random tour ever..

Jo & Jo was here beautiful but stinks !

there wasn't anyone in... so we decided to camwhore in the First Church... I find the name really yeng haha [First Church~]

anyway meet Holiest Priest Seymour

I shall preach and you shall eat peach

First Church Babe.. what a stunning picture, thx to Photographer Seymour XD

o.O??

the interior looks very nice but old.. did I mention the whole place freaking stinks too

no one will answer your prayers, you non Christian ! =P

zzzz

and finally one last photo before we leave the First Church !

bai bai

after that we went to Minami to have our lunch

baby sushi.. sounds cute but taste like adult sushi

and after that we hang out at town till pretty late and then meet up wid Kelly and Nerd for dinner and grocery shopping.. I am officially broke, I am not even kiddin.. I only got 3 bucks left in my ATM card =.=''

anyway one more paper left on Tuesday... can't wait to finish it...

S T R E S S

2008-06-12T07:28:00.000-07:00

Wah today was a fucked up day, so many things is going through my mind right now.. I just got to know that my flatmates are moving out in 2 weeks time, both of them.. I should be feeling happy rite? since I hate them so much, the things they have done to me and stuff... but I feel like... it sounds weird but I sorta miss them and the fact that they both are leaving together makes me feel like I am the cause eventho it is not... I am really worried about the bills and stuff, all the while everything was divided by 3... and now they are leaving and they said they will try to find someone else to stay so the rooms won't be empty but what if they can't find someone else to stay which means I have to take up the burden of the bills and stuff and hopefully they pay the remaining amount of the bill before they goes off... thats case no.1

case no.2 is I seem to lose the will to do anything, I just feel so sluggish.. I don't even feel like walking out of my house.. sigh

and then I began to notice I am owning the bank and the student loan alot of money, I get to borrow money from em becos I am PR.. yes that helps alot but I have to pay them back eventually and it has accumulated into a scary amount.. I am not sure if I can pay it off besides as soon as I start working I have to start paying them which means... I don't have much for myself. Hey imagine u start working and the 1st thing u have to do is clear of debt, not cool man...

lastly the thing that is bothering me is graduation... I have calculated that I can actually graduate by the end of next year 1st semester... its good news, in fact blardee good news which means I can leave this place for good and go back to where I belong... but, I can't help to imagine what is it like to be in the working society, I mean its a whole new surrounding.. starting from scratch, hell I hate starting from scratch... somemore I will have to enter this whole new different environment at the tender age of 21.... thats kinda young rite, I mean I have friends who are 25 and they are only starting their 1st year and stuff.. what if I lack the maturity or what if I can't handle the real society? its pretty fucked.. and to be honest I like things the way it is, all I need to do is study and thats all ! seriously being a student is quite an easy job, yes besides exam and assignments thats pretty much all you have to care about.. hmm I don't know if I am ready for this..

I met a guy named Raz earlier today, his a fellow malaysian too... kuantan lang to be precise, he graduated few years ago and is now working at a computer store.. he was telling me the benefits of working in nz... he gave me a really good comparison. He said in malaysia as a fresh grad, the most u could do is 2k - 2.5k max... sometimes even lower and also the annoying jam where u get off bed at 6 and stuck in a jam till 8 then only u reach ur office and u work ur ass till 5 and stuck in a jam for another couple of hours before u can reach home or u can stay in the office till late night before u head home... man, I never thought of all this.. I don't like the sound of it seriously... then he also said working in new zealand for 2 weeks equals to fresh grad salary in msia which is true, but I asked him what about the spending here in nz and he said if u cook everyday it won't be a problem cos u only need approx 30-50 for grocery per week... well I am starting to learn how to cook but all I cook are things... which are sorta expensive, so I am pretty much screwed.

I call home and talk to my bro abt it... he then give me his POV which sounded true too, I told him abt the benefits of working in NZ and he told me this " if u can abandon malaysian culture - clubbing, yumcha, mamak and etc then go ahead " fuck no !!! those are my life !! man, I am so lost... I really don't know whats right for me, I need some guidance...

p.s. my lightbulb is spoiled so I am blogging in the dark atm =.=''

Winter is here...

2008-06-07T22:10:00.000-07:00

Last night in Dunedin, it was snowing.. it was very beautiful, seeing tiny bits of whitish thing coming down from the sky.. to many people.. it was a wonderful thing to happen but not in my case.. cos the entire slope to my flat was filled with ice, I cannot walk at all... I kept falling off like I always do, was wondering if I can ever grow to immune to it but I do believe someday I can.... yes, someday... someday.

here r the pics of last nites outing...

Poolhouse with Beatrice, Bernard, Josephine, Chika, Fern, Caleb and Miles

B practicing how to play pool by herself

Miles and Chika, my FIME202 buddies

Nerd showing off his skillz

Nerd showin B how to use the "wrist" or should I say pussy stick XD

and B tries ! I think it went in... I think.

My turn, I was damn lucky that day, can pot damn alot one shot o.O

K House with... too many

B, me and Fern

Jo and B

Jo and B again

and again..

My turn la =\

them again..

caleb and b, dunno what they doin wei o.O

soloing all the emo songs XD

me and fern !

dem again? =.=''

richard and me

Nerd and fern

Caleb and Fern happily singing a duet song

gg.com [btw whiskey+green tea = chun]

Me and Jo

gelap siut

and thats all for the nite, it was very fun... hope can have it again some other time..

el oh el...

=D

2008-06-05T04:49:00.000-07:00

I finally got my The All Girls Bands... no, its not porno.. its the legendary oldies jazz dvd that I told I will be getting in my previous posts, if u have u read it.. that is... anyway,

tada ! [the cover does look like a porno =.='']

100% original ! got the G label summore, G means suitable for general... =)

this cd is actually 2nd hand, i mean who would bother to produce something as old as 1930's music dvds... but surprisingly the cd is flawless ! not even a tiny mini scratch on it !

when I listened to the songs, man... I was like off da hook... its so good, accompanied with a mug of hot coffee, comfy sofa and breezy air... its the closest thing to heaven >.< I guess I can use this word - xing fu [only T drama freaks would understand it, lol]

here is one of my fav song from the dvd,

Rita Rio and Her Orchestra with Alan Ladd - I Look at You

its a love song, a very sweet one.. it goes something like "I look at you~ and the trumphet play so sweet *trumphet plays* I look at you~ and the drum begins to beat *drum beats*" awww, aint that sweet? such a lovely song rite there..

I was checking Bernard's music playlist and I saw this song, the main intro song for Meteor Garden, the one sang by Harlem Yu.. I straight away transferred it to my phone.. man it brings back memories, one of ma fav love song..

so sweet la this song =)

gosh feels like I am in love... well maybe I am XD

thats all for now, gotta study for my Final Exam on Saturday [what a stupid day to have exams rite?] geez... after that its semi merdeka for me luuu, cant wait~

I hate conformists...

2008-06-01T07:30:00.000-07:00

Goth Lyfe - lousyily drawn comedy animation, its all about goth actually more like making fun of gothic people... its reli damn funny it has stuff about emo kids, nerds n etc

recommended by alex, I was so surprised how entertaining this animation was.. altho sometimes its kinda lame... more like uber lame but a cool lame... like yahh [damn... feel so influeced by the goth slang... like oh my goth? =\]

anyway heres episode 1, it goes up till 19 i think... anyway try it out, its reli short prolly like 3-5 mins and its funny as =D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Sti_lOCvCNU

btw im feeling all better now, in fact I feel so good now that I can buy u a meal =D

notice I put chicken joe as my msn nick, its not bcos im a coward or anything like that... its just a character from Surf's Up

he is the coolest chicken u will ever see in any movies, so damn slumber and gaya... foo! thats me rite there man =)

like totally gawsome...

yah...

lalala~

2008-05-30T16:08:00.000-07:00

Its funny how the same thing is always happening to me, I don't get it man~ I mean have I not been patient enough? have I not been insulted enough? cmon I should be immune to this thang by now, but no.... I feel so down when the same old shit hit me in my face for more than I can even count.

I am just going to... move on, as usual - it was a good dream while it lasted, thx but no thx =\

[I bet all of u aint got a single clue what I am hittin abt, nvm...]

O.O

2008-05-28T17:11:00.000-07:00

2 days without internet was teh shit, not to mention the back pain tat is STILL killing me... I didn't know where or when did that back pain come to find me but I realized the pain yesterday morning and it was no joke... it hurts like a bitch ! can barely bend or move about...

so.... all I did was well... skip class, watch Stephen Chow movies, Indiana Jones... and acting like a junkie =.=''

heres the evidence... even my hair become like sasuke dy XD

oh btw, my uncle just passed away like two nites ago, suicide.... I am so the speechless when I hear about it... worse thing is the moment I finish watching Spider Lilies then I was told abt it.... fuck wei, suicide summore... that takes alot of guts to do it, I am sure some of us might say they wan suicide bcos of this n that but can nvr ever do it.. well yeah, I gotta salute him for able to do that... I for once when I was young thought of it too, yes very shameful but true- due to peer pressure, not being the coolest dude or hittin the hottest chiqs but GUESS WHAT, FARK THE WORLD I don't care what u think about me, I do what I want bcos its my life I am livin so back off, homies~

see, I don't even know why people or should I say myself is smoking this piece of shit.... it DOESN'T benefits us in anyway... if its like increase your strength but decrease your speed or make you immune to sickness for 1 month then maybe OK LA~ but no... its fkn poison that you, me and everyone is taking !!! so...er... how do u quit? suggestions ppl? o.O

BTW, spider lillies was good... better than expected, speechless ending... great story plot [a lil draggy but nonetheless not bad]

Spider lilies 刺青

2008-05-26T20:20:00.000-07:00

刺青 AKA Spider lilies released in 2007

feturing Rainie Yang and Isabella Leong, they r both quiteee famous larh, it is damn weird that I am doing this movie review WHEN I HAVEN'T EVEN WATCH IT MYSELF.. the content and trailer itself really hooked me up edi..

I shall roughly tell what I know abt the movie so far [SPOILER, might not be correct] its a story about a girl Rainie Yang who earns money by stripping using webcam [kinda reminds me of that chiq from HEROES series] anyway she is a very young girl la and suddenly she thought of getting a tattoo so can boost her appealness? just my guess and then she meets this female artist who is Isabella Leong. The story then develops and eventually they fall in love with each other, there is a scene where they have lesbian sex... I tell you it was so the paling stim scene, eventhough I don't really like Rainie yang bcos she looks so..... tiny and boring [mind u, i dun dig tiny girls AT ALL.... it just feels wrong, ya noe what i mean?] but after listening to Bernard's famous catching phrase - got hole means got goal~ I guess his got a point there...

anyway just the trailer itself wouldn't be enuf to catch my attention, the thing that caught my attention most was the freaking song... the song is like the paling emo, sad, depress... watever u call it, it just makes u feel empty by listening to it... the starting of the song is the worst part, by worst I mean the most emo part [the guitar sound roxxor, I am so tempted to learn that part ONLY XD]

The show has won some award too, I am telling u this so I can actually make u guys go watch ! so yes, satisfy me by watching it BUT I cannot guarantee u its good stuff ! bcos I haven't watch it myself ! thx to !!!! no pasar malam dvds..... but I am streaming it on tudou.com so yar... if its bad or good I will put in more comments, till then check out the trailer for Spider lilies 刺青

wah seh, if I am girl ah... I confirm become lesbian jusssst by watching the trailer... so thank me if this happens =D

Another one ah ?!?!

2008-05-24T19:08:00.000-07:00

God I am so sinfulll, I have exams next week but I still go clubbing continuously for 2 days in a row... I was suppose to stay at home but instead I was crubbing again =.=

well thats all bcos of my shitty chor tai ti hand, I was so sure I culda won with ace of spade as last card... mana tau josephine won, i dun even noe how ?!?! i calculated edi all the di's are out, haiz bcos my lost... I had to go la =\

josephine's sister - kelly was dragged along too... we went there like 12:30 waited for joe, had some JD bourbon then chill for abit and saw more farmiliar faces coming in... it does feel a lil bit like home, ya noe what i mean?

so anyway, I was expecting tonite to be a blow.. well not as fun as the previous nite la cos anything tat is being tried or done continuously twice in a row wouldn't feel that good cos ur having a high expectation ma, but surprisingly it was chun !!!

I had 2 dance battles last nite !!! can u believe it, the 1st one was rather gay... was battling this dude, actually he came up to me and start busting his boring body pop skills... i tot he was good at 1st but mana tau keep doing same thing one =.= and the annoying part is when he mm song ur moves he will touch u one ! like hit ur head la and touch ur.. nipples well his a fren of josephine tho, so its all cool

the 2nd guy was fkn mean, i was busting my moves like madman when i hear t-pain-church, i from a emotard became the hyppiest person in the club, it reminds me so much of the step up 2 battle scene between channing and andie [sorry for using one real name and one movie name o.O] anyway, man i was so in the mood cos like after what seems like an eternity of boring song, suddenly the spin church, woot ! chunted ! but mana tau this welly guy came up and keep talking to me suddenly he started to bust his moves as well, man he was GOOD ! I think he is one of the best I have seen so far in NZ, respekt !
[I think I must really really really diet dy and learn some more moves during holiday XD]

ok photo time !

this is kelly !

The sisters !

jo and jo

Joe, Jon and Kelly [we r suppose 2 b the bodyguard =.='']

I don't know how this picture was in my phone, i definitely did not snap it myself o.O

emo face due to losing the battle, lol..

Hokkien lang, Richard, Hongkie and Jo

with bernard in the pic !

almost got fight, but tak jadi... dammit !

anyway orsm nite la, right now gotta focus study =)

One hell of a night !

2008-05-23T18:06:00.000-07:00

Wah, its been awhile since I had such so much fun in one nite !

although I lost a finger... ok, it is still there but it doesn't respond like it is suppose to so... its pretty fucked

anyway last nite was damn cool, went for movies and watched indiana jones 4.. I watched the 1st one and 2nd one damn recent, so alot things still quite fresh in my memory la but I havent watch the 3rd one !!! so I missed out quite abit info on Indies dad and etc =(

pool was quite fun too, after so long... manage to win Bernard and Miles with Jon as my team =.='' it was blardee intense

then went to monkey bar, met up with Bernards couz-Josephine.. shes such a cool chiq *winkz*

rest of the nite, I shall use the photos to tell the tale..

eee damn blurry =.=

heres a better one but something blocked Bernards face o.O

eee nampak gemuk giler >.< i mean aku la

guan gong strikes back XD

LOL, this is so funny.. challenged Miles to a paper, scissors and stone game.. loser will have to go and dance with one of those jap chiqs... well I had to do it bcos it was ur bday bro ! so anyway when I went over and dance like a silly in front of them... they were like "HEY ! I recognize u !!! what is ur name !!! where r u from !!! and etc I was so the stunned for like 5 seconds o.O and wonders to myself "eh got ppl know me de wo, haha"

then I told the jap chiq la, entertain my fren cos today its his bday... EL OH EL

ugh, shes phat.. aiya who am i to insult ppl =(

its them again! sorry la for posting so many photos... all this gonna get stolen soon anyway =\

shes so cute rite?

man im quite tired of the red eye thing, damn scary... must get a good digi cam when i go b msia

omg I m so sure I was a drunktard in tat photo... doing a kawaii pose?!?!? nonsensical, that is not me !

POSER !

Tat nite was like a fkn msian nite, I met more than 20 msian O.O tats alloooot wei... damn alot cool peeps tat nite... I actually met my SSC senior, her name is christina... 2 years older than me, shes alina ee's batch, I was so the shocked to know shes a cahayian, anyone knows her?

alot msian nvm.... all of them were speaking hokkien !!! wtf, me n the hongkies were so lost in space and I told them "dou mm chi hei dei gap mat lan" lol

I tell u man, josephine n i make a good team... she told me this "u help me find hot guys, i help u find hot girls" wah so nice rite... and she helped me found 2 china girls, supposingly they looked very hot last nite but i dunno y in this photo =(

=\ oh well, still have to thank u la jo !

end.

I fell in love with Jazz

2008-05-22T03:32:00.000-07:00

says the title, I fell in love with Jazz music... not the Norah Jones type la, its actually erm... 1930's - 1940's blue jazz, its almost impossible to describe in words but I shall give it a try.. u noe well in cartoons like the reali reli old ones such as bugs bunny and err can't think of others but yeah usually they have a little scene where this reli cool and old school music comes up.. their fantastic classic vocal and awesome band sounds... its mint !

anyway when the hell did I start listening to this type of music... I was with my dad waiting for my bro to come out from the town hall, we waited like hours in a coffee shop.. we were sitting on a comfy sofa and sipping delicious hot coffee then theres this jazz music playing, it feels so nice ! almost like in heaven... relaxing music accompany with comfy sofa and hot mug of coffee, UMH !

then I started to look for em, trust me.. it was damn hard, I asked my dad if he knew any of them... he said no cos tat was even earlier to whatever he is listening before [he listens to deep purple, bad company and so on o.O] and he says mostly black woman sings them.... so not racist me decided to try typing black woman oldies in youtube search bar... and lame results came out such as sexy black woman dances or some other artist singing about black woman =.= i kept trying from 60's to 50's... from 50's to 40's, I manage to find some which resembles... but they were all male and the tempo were faster... so I kept.... on.... trying and finally found it ! I even did some research on it, I was suppose to work on my essay which is due tomorrow but I had no fkn idea why I am doin this instead... so ya the research.. I came to know a few famous names during the old days - Ina Ray and Sweethearts of Rhythm, these 2 were very good blue jazz singers back then, it is just the thing I need ! I am so damn glad now !

So I thought if i can find em on youtube, I must be able to find them on ares or mininova and guess what? 0 RESULTS !!! like wot??? so I got nth better to do I tried TradeMe [NZ version of ebay] and I found it ! a complete set which has both Ina Ray and Sweethearts of Rhythm !! without thinking further, I straight away bid for the item, the highest bidder now is me at 16 bucks... pls dun outbid me, I swear to god I will kil u, can't wait to get my hands on that classic, yummy, legendary cd !

for u noobs, heres a taste of Ina Ray A.K.A. Miss Hutton

Ina Ray Hutton and Her Melodears - Doin' The Suzy Q

man, Miss Hutton is smoooooking hot and talented *drools*

ok now updates which I suppose to have done few days ago..

My bro's graduation ceremony..

Bro getting rdy

me already rdy..

artistic shot of my bro wearing his regalia

outside of the town hall, it was packed with graduates and parents ! it was quite the yeng la... the whole road to town hall... ok not whole one big gap was seal off for the graduates to march towards the town hall accompanied with scottish band music, it was quite a scene =)

inside of the town hall, knn our seats were on the highest row... RACIST ! lol~ the town hall was... very very old, not sure how old but looking at the interior and the smell o.O its blardee damn old, they even have the organ [some kind of eerie piano] like those in dracula movies or adams family la, quite the yeng la.. the fella playing the organ was reli good too

me dad =)

haihz.. how i wish my name was on the list too, well soon i guess =]

my brothers turn to graduate =\

well tats abt it, rest of the better pix n vid is wid my bro..

well that very 5 days of their presence was solid gold, I had good meals the whole 5 days... when they were gone, I felt so empty... I started to smoke, listen to feng tao music, skip my classes and sleep all day long... fkn rubbish ! but its all over thx to jazz music =D lol jkg la, jst got over it after a couple of days...

they even brought me goodies all the way from msia !

MILO, CHICKEN SOUP, AIK CHEONG WHITE COFFE, NESCAFE 3 IN 1, MAGGI MEE AND ETCCCC !!! WOOT MY PRECIOUS MAN !!! yala yala very jakun, wait till u go overseas study n c la =.=''

I reli pray my fime essay will b safe, i reli reli hope so la... will give it another thorough check tmr then oni hand it up, haiz... god help me =S

I just found out the shirley temple belongs to the type of jazz I fell in love with

.............PLS TELL ME THERE IS SOMETHING WRONG WITH THIS VIDEO !!!

LIKE 10 GUYS WITH A SMALL GIRL, ALL LOOKING SO FULL OF INTEREST, TILTING THEIR HEAD FORWARD AND 'ADMIRING' HER... SO THE PEDO MAN ! PUT LA SOME WOMAN OR USE DIFF GESTURE LIKE PUTTING UR HEAD ON UR FIST WHILE ADMIRING.... ERRR STILL SOUND PRETTY WRONG HUH, WELL IM GLAD IT WAS MADE in the past... during those days, i think got no pedo and all that nonsense gua =\

end.....

p.s. pls lecturer pls be lenient to me =(

消失的彩虹

2008-05-21T00:01:00.000-07:00

卓文萱 - 消失的彩虹 (Full Version)

OST 翻滾吧!蛋炒飯 [Rolling Love]

卓文萱-消失的彩虹
　我看見你的瞳孔　看見的那片天空
　你指尖盡頭　架構屬於我的夢
　那是清澈的星河　那是橘色的雲朵
　遙遠的天國　建築著一道彩虹

＃你把我眼底的寂寞　彩繪成繽紛的宇宙
　跟在你身後　帶我靜靜遨遊

＊請不要放開我的雙手　不要缺席我的以後
　請留給我　慢慢消失的那一道彩虹
　已經習慣你的雙手　牽著我的那種溫柔
　只有你懂　我會流淚是因為最深處　的感動

　我以為天是黑的　你忽然放了煙火
　我才發現我　生命可以很閃爍

　Repeat　＃ , ＊

　請不要關掉我的鏡頭　不要熄滅我的以後
　還給黑夜　永不消失的那一道彩虹
　已經習慣我的雙手　依然感受我的顫抖
　只有你懂　我會流淚是因為最深處　的感動

For those who wish to acquire the song, I can send it to you thru msn or you can download it from baidu.com

p.s. this is my 1st time offering to send people songs.